How I Love

00. Prologue

Han Yeo-ju, an ordinary 19-year-old high school student.

However, I have one thing that sets me apart from others.

My story, a little special. Would you like to hear it?

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When I was in middle school,

So, when I was a middle school student...

I guess I had a hard time, a little, no, a lot.

When I lie in bed trying to sleep

Everything that had been building up all day exploded at once.

I went around looking for someone to turn to, but no one appeared.

So, placed at the edge of my life, I have been spending every day like hell.

Exhausted by the same daily routine, I left knife marks all over my body.

If I talk to my parents

You have to bear with it.

"Hang in there just a little longer."

He kept saying nothing but things like this.

Even though I couldn't bear it anymore and told my friends around me

I'm here for you.

Just trust me.

It will be okay soon.

Because it's just words like these

Always hiding my sadness

Behind the mask of happiness and brightness, my inner self grew even more broken.

I climbed onto the railing on the apartment rooftop hoping for this life to end, but

Just one step away, just one more step from here

I think I could be happy

I want to be happy

Taking that one step and falling,

I was afraid that that brief moment would be scary and painful.

I had to lock myself in the prison of tears.

The bars were making me feel increasingly stifled, and

It tightened so hard that it only hurt me.

But I know all too well that the more I act like this, the more it hurts.

I decided to bury these memories deep within my heart.

I have never lived before,