I accidentally liked my ex-boyfriend's Instagramㅠㅠ
02. Then I am trash.
however...
Why am I here?
Not only that, but it's also between noisy seniors and juniors.
I sat in the middle of the seat and lowered my head.
Why did you make me sit here...
I glared at the senior who had dragged me to the seat next to me, but he was busy ordering from the menu.
no.
I was definitely writing down the correction email I was going to send to Professor Kim in the library after finishing the lecture.
I got a call all of a sudden.
To this senior bastard.
"Hey, Gwatop! We have a club dinner today. My brother got dumped. Come out to our dinner place quickly."
You bastard... What does your broken heart have to do with the company dinner?
But since he was my senior, I couldn't help it, so I ignored the half-written email and closed my laptop.
And I just ran.
Because if I'm late, I'm sure they'll tell me to mix soju and beer in an absurd ratio and drink it.
When I got there, there was only one spot left.
That's my seat.
Come and sit down...
Because I sat down,
We have to start with our top class!
I'm accepting this shit...
Oh, I'm a goto guy.
So I don't really have any close seniors, but I'm always invited to drinking parties, so I always get a feel for how much I can drink.
He's telling me to drink first with this ridiculous logic of over-topping.
Why do you call me Gwatop when my name is already there?
But since he was my senior, I didn't say anything and just drank the soju glass in front of me.
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Oh, but why would Kim Seok-jin be there?
After accepting a few drinks with a smile, I looked around and started to feel a bit awkward. Then I saw X talking next to me and I started to feel uneasy.
No, honestly... it's not a simple feeling like a mess,
I feel like my insides are twisting.
Why are you laughing like that?
What else can you eat that is so delicious?
I poured the refilled soju into my mouth.
Aaaah, write.
김여주
Phew...
I didn't like it.
Even though the bad situations overlapped, I also lied about being a good boyfriend.
The two that were once one are now split in two and sitting separately.
Last year, they did block drinking parties to some extent.
Alcohol is said to disrupt rational thinking, and I stood up without realizing it.
Ignoring the puzzled seniors, I left the bar.
Should I say that it's fortunate that I didn't go in front of X?
(*It's outside.)
I feel like my mind is clearing up when I breathe in the damp evening air.
Same...
It's not the same at all, it's just that the face looks hotter.
김여주
Shit...
Without realizing it, six characters were flowing out of my mouth, and I just squatted down on the street.
.
As my legs started to feel numb, I felt like I had sobered up a bit and was sweating, so I turned around to go in.
Pfft-
김여주
Oh, shit...
강태우
Uh, uh uh...
강태우
Senior, are you okay?
Ah, who is it... Seeing the senior doing that, I thought it must be a first year, so I nodded and tried to pass by, but a junior stopped me.
강태우
Senior, you seem to be quite drunk. Should I buy you some ice cream?
I said, "Should I buy it for you?" but somehow he smiled quietly, as if he was saying, "Please let me buy it for you."
김여주
Hey, what's your name?
강태우
I, uh, I am! Kang Tae-woo, a first-year student!
I chuckled at the energetic voice.
김여주
Yeah, Taewoo? I'm Papico.
강태우
Oh! Okay, I see... Should I wait here for now? Oh, or...
The way he was running around reminded me of a puppy, which made me feel good.
It's so obvious, he likes me.
I stood next to the kid who kept acting foolish.
김여주
What, we should go together.
강태우
to...?!
김여주
let's go!
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It's really awkward, everyone sitting quietly with ice cream in their mouths...
I should have just bought it and eaten it on the way back.
I guess he was drunk too, so we ate our ice cream in silence and then our eyes met.
강태우
...
김여주
......
A hot summer night, a quiet alley.
This atmosphere. It's just like a kiss.
We weren't sitting that close together, but my junior came closer.
Is this okay?
Our thighs and knees were touching each other, and Papico was already resting quietly on my knee in my hand.
There is no heartbeat.
Touch - Our lips touched and out of habit, I stuck out my tongue and dug into the other's mouth.
Ugh,
A refreshing taste that spreads in your mouth,
I clenched my fist as the mint flavor came over me, as if I had eaten mint chocolate ice cream.
It's been so long since I've had mint chocolate.
That too from someone else's mouth.
Suddenly, I was unable to focus on the kiss, and my junior grabbed me and started to come in more urgently, wiggling his fingers.
I can't do it.
To be honest, I never had a chance to eat mint chocolate since I dated someone who hated mint chocolate.
The good memories that somehow managed to push their way in, and the refreshing taste that came into my mouth after a long time, reminded me of someone.
If I do this, I'm trash.
Thinking of you while kissing someone else.
It's funny, really.
I pushed my junior's shoulder.
김여주
I'm going in...
The half-remaining Papico is probably rolling around on the floor.
I felt a strange sensation on my hands, so I went to the bathroom.
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Ugh, ah, ugh ㅜㅜㅠㅜ
A shattered hangover and a familiar ceiling.
That's good, you came in safely.
...?
Am I okay to come in?
M...
Strangely enough, I don't remember anything after that kiss, after I went to the bathroom, and after I drank more.
I guess that junior brought it to me... I feel bad...
Then, will you remember the location of our house?
How much did you really drink...
I felt like the snack I ate yesterday was coming back to me quickly, so I laid my head on the bed and groaned.
김여주
Aaaahhhhhhh...
Mint chocolate...
No, don't think about it, don't remember it, don't recall it...
Annoyingly, I could clearly see the face of that X who said he hated mint chocolate the most.
So I haven't been able to eat mint chocolate for almost two years.
But!
Euhh ...
I'm such a fucking piece of trash.
Oh, but what time is it now...
Um, today is a fight...
With Ssagang...
Oh, I have to go to school anyway...
I wonder if it'd be better to just listen to the lecture at school. Ugh, I feel sick. The bathroom...
(*Somewhat dirty expressions are depicted, so if you find it uncomfortable, please quickly skip to the part where there is a bear emoji like 🧸🧸!)
I went to the bathroom as if I was waiting and first took a plaster cast on the toilet;
김여주
Woooo ...
김여주
Wooweowaaa ...
김여주
Woofwoofwoofwoof...
I spit out everything that was inside me, and with nothing more to spit out, only the stomach acid flowed out.
This is fucking, fucking bad. This is what happens when you drink too much...
김여주
Woof woof woof...
How much did you drink...!
🧸🧸🧸🧸🧸🧸
No matter how much I washed my mouth, I could still smell alcohol with every breath, so I just went out to the living room.
김태현
Ah, sis, drink less alcohol!
But why is he here?
김태현
Oh, you yesterday and,
김여주
Hey, you crazy bastard, aren't you going to school?
김태현
Huh, huh?
This nemesis is my younger brother, Kim Tae-hyun.
I have two younger brothers: Kim Taehyung and Kim Taehyun.
김여주
No, please... You're a high school freshman!
김태현
...sister.
What happened after that... As you can expect, there was a huge fight.
What the heck, my brother!
I sent him to school, but I don't know if he'll go...
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I put my hat on and came straight into the office, and then I heard a noise.
I was wondering if anyone was there, and what the heck.
김석진
...!
There is an X.
김여주
...
What the fuck...
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Hello! It's Arno. Today was a bit long.
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As you know, it's exam period now. I have 15 days left until my exam. Hahaha,,,ㅎㅌㅎㅎ,,,,
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So there are some that are a bit long and some that are too long because I don't know where to cut them off.
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First of all, the background is Leo, who I'm into these days!! He's so handsome and cool ㅠㅠㅜㅠ (From here on out, TMA bomb)
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Isn't he so handsome???
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His full name is Leonardo DiCaprio! What a handsome name...
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Actually, I don't study much for exams these days, I just watch movies??
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Foreign movies are so much fun... Old movies are so much fun...
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I was really into La La Land while banging my drums, but... it was so freaking hilariousㅜㅜㅜㅜ
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I saw Titanic too. Actually, I saw the handsome Leo more...
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Titanic Leo
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Yes... these days, browsing the Netflix movie category is the light of my life, reallyㅠㅠ
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If you have Netflix, you absolutely must watch The Notebook, Titanic, and Catch Me If You Can!
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Yes... This is my recent update. I'm scared of exams, but I'm getting through them well. The exam is on 7/27, so I won't be busy until then. That's why I tried to be a bit greedy about the amount of content today. Stay healthy everyone!!
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Thank you again today! In case anyone is waiting... Don't keep me waiting! I think I'll upload one when I think, "Is this guy dead?"
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Lastly, thank you so much!