I am a bully
EP.12



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Hrrr... Hrrr...

Chani's blood fell onto the blanket.


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*Stop*))) Hey, Chan!


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Brother..... I'm sorry.... *sob*.... *sob*...


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Why... why do you self-harm?


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It's hard...... *sob*.....


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N...Trying to become like me?! If you self-harm like this, you'll end up like me....

Then Seungwan showed his wrist.


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J...Self-harm scars....?


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Uh... I used to self-harm too....


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It looked like my brother didn't do it...


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I actually self-harmed too..


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But I self-harmed because my trainer treated me unfairly.


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I joined the company before you, you know...


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But when I first joined the company, I was only good at singing; I was terrible at dancing.


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So I was discriminated against.... I was in pain..... and even self-harm.......


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?!?!?!?!

The situation at that time

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Ugh, seriously, if you're going to be this bad at dancing, why did you even come to the audition?


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J....it's improved a bit....

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Making mistakes is ridiculous lol. Look at the others; even their little movements are perfectly synchronized.

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이 실력갖고 아이돌이 된다고?ㅋ어이없어 그냥 가 개새끼야


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......Hmph....

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Why are you crying as if you did something right?

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I'm doing this to help you, understand?


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N...Yes.....

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And if you can't dance like this, get out! Quit, you son of a bitch!


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Ugh...

Gulp))

bang))


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Cutter knife....cutter knife.....


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I found it

Swoosh.... Swoosh....


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Haa... *sob*... it stings...


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My arm ended up in this state because I kept doing that every day...


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Don't do it, brother.....


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I won't do it anymore... Don't worry....


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thank god...


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What the... hanging up... I'm sorry.


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Also, this story... is entirely based on things I actually experienced...


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Suicide attempts, self-harm, and being discriminated against...


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It's a story I've experienced firsthand...


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My dear readers, please don't do things like that... I hope you never have to go through it...


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Well then, enjoy being a fan!