I am a doctor, and...
ep. 19 ''I am a doctor, and...''



That dawn


When I went out, I saw how much I had cried, my eyes were red and

It was cold, but the female protagonist was curled up and sleeping in the living room.

I was so tired from crying that I couldn't even lift her up, and she just slept quietly.

Put that heroine on the bed

After a long time, a very long time, I sat next to her and stared at her face.

He quietly straightened my hair like that.



김태형
I'm sorry... I'm sorry, our heroine


김태형
Because of me, it's just hard...


김태형
I'm so sorry... I want to be with our heroine too


김태형
I want to take care of you, but I'm sick...


김태형
So... I don't think I can take care of the heroine and our baby...


김태형
I'm really bad to the female lead,,


김태형
I said I'd get married first, that I'd make you happy for the rest of your life...


김태형
I'm sorry... It must be hard...


He held back his tears and massaged the female protagonist's arms and legs.

I remembered what the female lead said about having to get a massage when pregnant.



김여주
'If you have a baby, you have to give them a massage.'


김태형
'Why, our heroine wants a baby?'


김여주
'No... I just suddenly remembered it.'


김여주
'If we have a baby, will you give me a massage?'


김태형
'Of course, that's all I'll do?'


김태형
'I'll buy you everything you want to eat, make you smile every day, and stay right by your side.'


김여주
'I love you'


김태형
'Me too, I love you so much, my baby.'





A week later


To the female protagonist who is suffering from severe morning sickness and cannot eat anything, and only vomits

You said something I didn't like again.



김태형
Ha... I lost my appetite


김태형
It's disgusting to look at


김여주
I'm sorry... I'm really sorry...


김여주
I can't eat with you. Don't clean up after you eat and just leave it as is.


김여주
I'll clean up later, and... I'll be out for a bit.


The female protagonist spoke with difficulty, her voice choking with tears.

If you go out like that, it will still be cold even though it is spring.

Whenever someone is having a hard time, I want to go and comfort them.

I want to pat your back when you vomit

I want to buy you something to eat, but

I wish you would leave me as soon as possible and forget about me.

He just said such harsh words.



That night


Also, I was the one who said I was going to the club and came out.

Today, I really... really thought I had to finish it.

