I am a doctor, and...

''I am a doctor, and...'' side story

Tillyrik-

Ji-eun comes in quietly, in case she is putting Seo-yoon to sleep.

김여주

Are you here? lol

이지은

Seoyoon, are you sleeping?

김여주

I just fell asleep

이지은

You're going to bed early today

이지은

Our heroine, it's been a while since we had a can of beer with this older sister...?

김여주

Okay, I'll eat well and then study.

이지은

No, that's why I studied with a can of beer

김여주

I ate it yesterday too, Lee Ji-eun

김여주

Why don't you cut down on drinking?

이지은

yes...

이지은

No, but Yeoju

이지은

I had a really hard day today... Just one drink, okay?

It was Ji-eun who followed Yeo-ju around and suggested that they have a beer together.

김여주

Go wash up and come out. It's late.

That night

이지은

Go to sleep, my lady

김여주

If you're drunk, go to bed quickly.

In the end, it was Ji-eun who had a drink with the female protagonist.

김여주

Come on, let's go in. I'll do this a bit more and then go to sleep.

이지은

Just a little bit, you know?

김여주

Yes, yes, go in quickly.

이지은

I'm going to sleep

김여주

Okay, okay, go to sleep quickly

After that, I went in and studied for about 2 more hours.

The female protagonist entered the room carefully and took out a diary.

A diary that you cherish very much.

Seoyoon was born, or rather, before she was born.

That's how it started.

After Taehyung and I became legally separated,

She had a hard time for about two months trying to sort out her mind and surroundings.

Of course, that doesn't mean those two months were the only difficult ones.

The past two months have been really tough, and now I'm starting to get used to not having Taehyung around, and people around me are saying things are getting better.

It was a time when the female protagonist herself said that she was fine and that she was really fine now, so there was no need to worry.

Yes

The female protagonist was only pretending to be okay, she wasn't really okay.

Even if I tell everything to Ji-eun or Jeong-guk who is right next to me

I started writing a diary because I was so worried.

A diary like a journal where you record the events of that day and your feelings.

Some days, I just write a diary filled with my inner thoughts.

There's something I wanted to say to Seoyoon too,

There are things I want to say to Taehyung every once in a while,

Seoyoon's growth log is like that every day.

The female protagonist secretly wrote down her feelings on a piece of paper called a diary without anyone knowing.

While writing it, I cried a lot, occasionally added Seoyoon's photo, and felt many emotions at the same time: laughing, feeling pain, feeling proud, and feeling sorry.

Like that, the heroine continues to fill the blank pages with her own story.

Later, when Seoyoon is all grown up, I can look back on it and just smile as a memory.

Right now, I feel so sorry and upset that my dad isn't here with me, but when she grows up, I want her to hear things like, "You've grown up so well, you're so loved, my daughter."

Seoyoon's diary from the day she celebrated her first birthday.

December 30, 20XX

Hmm... I don't know how to start.. haha

Today is my daughter's first birthday.

Our Seoyoon has grown so much in that one year, so isn't there something she's so grateful for, Mom?

I wish my dad was here with me...

.

.

.

Even as I continued to write like that, there are many traces of me writing about Taehyung and then erasing it.

The reason I wrote about Taehyung is because I still can't forget him.

I wrote this because I wanted to see you so badly, and I hope you would come even now.

The reason I deleted it again is because I didn't want Seo-yoon to remember me as a bad father.

I hated him so much for saying that, so...

The female protagonist keeps writing and erasing like that.

On this day, as I was writing down each and every word without fail,

김서윤

Eww

As if waking up from sleep, I hear Seoyoon crying.

The female protagonist wipes away the tears that were flowing down her cheeks without her knowing and heads towards Seo-yoon.

The next afternoon

김여주

Oh, you did a great job, our Seoyoon hehe

김여주

I don't know who I resemble to be so smart.

김서윤

Oh my, huh

김여주

Where, where should I put this?

As expected, Ji-eun goes to work,

As usual, the heroine spends another day with Seo-yoon.

When I take a nap, I clean up and take a break.

When you're sick, you feel sorry because it seems like it's your fault.

And then I am grateful to Seoyoon for growing up so well.

When I see someone smiling, I find myself smiling without even realizing it, even when I'm having a hard time.

In this way, day by day, Seo-yoon and Yeo-ju are growing in their own ways.

Side story fin.