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Past (2)

Yeoju City Point

I decided to go on a date with Minseok today, so I put on some makeup and went into the cafe early to wait.

"Um... today... should we watch a movie together?" I happily waited for Minseok, looking around for a movie worth watching.

Minseok asked me to meet him next time after 20 minutes of our meeting. Feeling regretful, I decided to watch a movie by myself. I watched a movie about a woman's sad love story.

The content was a sad ending story about a man who abandoned himself and lived well, while the abandoned woman believed in love forever and chose a sad death.

I walked home slowly, thinking, "What kind of man is this?"

I went to sleep feeling uneasy.

The next day, Minseok contacted me to meet him. I got ready and went outside.

You told me you were breaking up with me, saying you loved me and would let me go. I suddenly felt scared, and tears welled up in my eyes.

김민석

"I'm sorry... but... because I love you... I have to let you go..."

Why does the phrase "I love you and let you go" sound like "I'm fed up"? The opening scene of that movie came to mind, and I...finally...fell down.

As night fell, I went into the small bar where Baekhyun worked, and Baekhyun approached me in surprise at the fact that I, who had never had a drink since I started dating Minseok, was there.

변백현

"What brings the world's most beautiful woman to this? Come here to drink?"

김여주

"Baekhyun... I... broke up... ughㅜㅠ"

I drank soju with tears in my eyes while explaining things.

변백현

"If you love someone...you have to stay by their side longer."

Baekhyun comforted me by patting my back.

As time passed, I fell asleep every night thinking about Minseok, and eventually it became so difficult that I had to take medicine.

김여주

"Minseok...ah..."

I'd forgotten a little, but that day, while I was looking at your picture and crying... you called. I pretended not to notice and answered. I quickly changed my clothes, texted Baekhyun about the news, and headed downstairs, trying to calm my troubled mind.

Minseok asked me to meet him again, and I was dumbfounded. I was already in a situation where I could have easily misunderstood, was in pain, and felt lonely.

I ran to the crosswalk because I didn't want to see Minseok anymore... A bright light rushed at me... Minseok ran to catch me, but in the end... I was swallowed up by the light.

김여주

At the end, all I could think of was this: "I don't want to remember all this..."

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Compared to my previous posts... the genre keeps getting sadder. ㅜㅜ We're misunderstanding each other... ㅜㅜ Everyone... you know you have to do a text, right?

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