I am an emergency room doctor.
68_I'm an emergency room doctor_2
68_ The Inner Heart of My Person I Didn't Know
......
민율
it's annoying...
As Yul sat on the sofa in the duty room, playing with his hands while holding a candy in his mouth, someone who had entered at some point took his hand and intertwined their fingers with his.
전정국
Why are you being mean again, huh?
민율
Just... I'm a little disappointed...
전정국
So, he sucked on a candy again and just stood there sulking.
민율
huh...
전정국
Yoongi hyung takes care of Yul when he can't see him, but do you still feel left out?
민율
You should take care of me where I can see you. How am I supposed to know if you take care of me when I can't?
전정국
...Yura, shall I tell you something?
민율
what...?
전정국
When Yul was rushed in back then with a stomach injury, Yoongi hyung broke down.
민율
.....
전정국
She slumped down and said, "You, who did nothing wrong, why is it your innocent younger sibling doing this instead of me?"
민율
.....
전정국
In the elevator on the way to the emergency room after dropping you off at the hospital room, he told me to keep it a secret from Yul for the rest of his life that he cried.
민율
...why...?
전정국
Because he/she is my younger sibling
민율
...
전정국
Even when he was rolling around in hell in your place, he was rolling around right in front of your eyes, and when he was having such a hard time that he wanted to die, he tried to kill himself right in front of your eyes.
민율
....
전정국
But she said she doesn't think she can bear it anymore if she finds out that she shed tears because you were hurt, so she asked me to keep it a secret for the rest of my life, until I die.
민율
....
전정국
I asked for that, with the purest, childlike smile I had never shown even once.
-Inside the elevator-
It was quieter than ever, more melancholic than ever, and more serious than ever.
민윤기
...Jungkook
전정국
Yes, brother...
민윤기
Could you keep it a secret for the rest of my life that I cried today?
전정국
...why?
민윤기
I even fell into dirty water and went into hell in Yul's place, and I made every kind of resolution I had never made in my life.
전정국
....
민윤기
But, I ended up doing all of that in front of Yul.
전정국
brother....
민윤기
Falling into filth, entering hell... I did it all in front of that kid.
전정국
.....
민윤기
This damn life, this Republic of Korea!!
전정국
....
민윤기
...I made him do all that in front of that child, making him unable to keep his promise to protect me.
전정국
....I'll keep it a secret until I die, without saying a word, as if nothing ever happened.
민윤기
....Thank you. I'm really grateful that someone like you is by Yul's side.
민율
You idiot... you really fucking idiot.... fuck... ugh...
전정국
Don't cry, okay? Yoongi hyung told you not to tell anyone because he was afraid you would act like this.
민율
I... *sob*... I didn't even know that... *sob*...
Jungkook sighs at Yul, who is crying as if he is about to suffocate, then hugs and pats him, while Minyul hugs Jungkook tightly and continues to pour out tears, seemingly unable to calm down.
전정국
Our Yul... is still so young...
작가~~
That elevator story is about the situation when Yul received a call in the hospital room and went down to the emergency room after surgery for a knife wound.
작가~~
It's been so long, hasn't it? ㅠㅠ I had exams this week from Monday to Wednesday, and after taking them, I had so many thoughts swirling in my head, so I took a day to sort them out.
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I also quickly skimmed through the story I wrote, and thanks to the readers who left kind words on my writing, which isn't really of high quality...
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I just finished tidying up and came back!!
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A little late, but Happy New Year! I hope 2021 is an even better year than 2020!!
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Thank you for reading until the end today, and since vacation is coming up soon, I will become a writer who visits more often!! Thank you for the past year, and I will work even harder this year!!
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thank you!!