"I don't love you,"

I don't love you,

A seemingly ordinary family,

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" ..... "

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" ....... "

There is always silence here.

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"Jungkook... if you're hungry... I'll make you some food"

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"No, it's okay."

If I eat next to you, I'll lose my appetite.

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" ....... "

Everything a woman says comes back to hurt her,

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" .... I'm going to stay out overnight today, so you know that."

I know everything,

The meaning of this word.

I guess that means you slept with another woman for one night.

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" .... he ... "

The female protagonist shows a hollow smile to Jeong-guk, who is putting on clothes one by one.

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" ... You seem to like this situation right now ... "

Leaving his already married wife behind, he sleeps out with another woman.

At those words, Jeongguk pauses for a moment.

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" .... If that's the case.. "

You shouldn't have loved me lol

thump _

I hear it every day, and I'm sick of it, but my reaction is always the same.

My heart sinks,

Jeongguk, who had already changed his clothes, takes his car key and goes out.

Drumroll _

Bang _

But without saying anything to her,

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"Huh... okay... I have to get used to it..."

All these situations

The female protagonist gets up from the sofa and walks to the kitchen.

thubuk _ thubuk _

Drumroll _

Swish _

Knock knock knock _

The heroine, who has accepted this situation as nothing special, remains alone in the kitchen and prepares dinner as usual.

Sometimes I hate you,

What should I do? lol

This is our destiny.

Squeak _

And I sit at the large table and eat dinner alone,

No matter how large the table was, I had never had dinner like that before.

Just because I don't like it,

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" ... heh ...... sigh .. kk ... ugh .. "

The female protagonist, who couldn't even touch the rice that was already served, lowered her head and sobbed.

It's a daily routine, but it's natural to get hurt.

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" ... heh ... hah ..... uh ... uh .. "

Just once,

No, even if it's just for 5 minutes,

How great would it be if I could sit down at this table with you and eat a meal together...?

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"Whew... Don't cry... Don't give up... This is the path you chose."

It's something we have to endure going forward,

The female protagonist eats quietly, trying to swallow her tears.

Swish _

The female protagonist puts down her spoon without even finishing half of her meal.

I lose my appetite every day.

No matter how hard I try to eat,

Weight is not above average,

The mental illness just piles up.

Honestly, it's hard.

All these situations,

Today too, Yeoju falls asleep alone in the room where she was left alone.

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"...if...if really...if I hadn't met you..."

Were you really happy...?

Now I want to enjoy it too.

True happiness that everyone else enjoys.

My life is now a complete mess. I'm just a trash can, constantly getting hurt, and nothing is benefiting me.

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" .... Should I run away ...? "

Honestly, I wanted to escape from this boring routine.

But, it's no use running away.

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' Haha.... Even if you run away, you'll only get hurt. '

여주엄마

'What can I do even if it's hard... If our company wants to do well, you have to silently endure things like this.'

여주아빠

'Stop talking nonsense and go make some food for your master.'

The more I thought about it, the sadder it became.

Just for the sake of my parents' business doing well,

I don't even know why I have to go through this hardship.

I don't even know why I have to be abandoned by him.

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" .... Let's stop thinking about useless things and just go to sleep..."

The heroine quietly closes her eyes in that quiet room.

Thump _

Before long, she falls asleep.

And maybe 10 minutes later?

Beep_ Beep_ Beep_ Beep_ Beep

The sound of the front door lock ringing cheerfully.

Suddenly _

Tak _

As expected, this is the sound that Jeongguk heard.

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" .... Huh ..... "

Fortunately, the female protagonist continued to sleep soundly, as if she hadn't woken up.

Tak _

Jungkook turns on the kitchen light, takes out water from the fridge, and gulps it down.

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" .... ha .... "

I was fooled again today,

I got stabbed in the back of the head by a woman I thought cared about.

There are two types of women who always stick by my side.

Most of them are attached because they have a lot of money,

Like An Yeo-ju, I just stick to it because I like it.

Honestly, the only person who truly understood me was An Yeo-ju.

But I didn't want to truly love her.

Those women and her parents must have felt the same way.

Can't we just close our eyes and live together?

That's nonsense lol,

If you keep saying "yes, yes" for no reason, you might end up crawling back someday.

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" ....Wake up, Jeon Jungkook..."

You never love her,