I forgive you

confession

When I opened my eyes, I was lying in a hospital bed.

As I slowly sat up, I saw that there was a Ringer's needle in my arm and a nurse was adjusting the IV drip next to me.

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Excuse me... What's going on?

-Ah... You suddenly lost consciousness in the hospital hallway. So we brought you here.

-The doctor said that it's because you're too tired or have been through something big and that there's nothing serious wrong with you, so if everything is correct, I think you can go.

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Ah... yes, thank you.

My cluttered thoughts seemed to be gradually clearing up. And then, suddenly, a person popped into my mind.

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Ah!!!! That's right..... Over there, that patient who came in with me. Where is he now?

at that time

A soft voice from beside me answered my question.

"Are you looking for me now?"

When I heard that voice, tears welled up in my eyes without me knowing.

I slowly moved my gaze to the side.

He was sitting on the bed next to me, smiling crookedly at me.

It was a smile like that, one I hadn't seen in a long time.

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Hyung...? Are you really hyung? ..You're Yoongi hyung, right?

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Or who else could it be? Are you still half asleep?

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This isn't a dream... This is reality, right...? Hyung, we're alive, right?

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Oh, that's right. How many times do I have to tell you, Kim Taehyung?

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........sob sob... Yoon... Kihyung... Min Yoongi... you bad guy. Sob sob... sob

Only then was I able to cry freely.

The fact that he is alive, that's all

It completely washed away all the anxiety, fear, and despair I had felt up until now.

And Min Yoongi quietly hugged me while I was crying without saying anything.

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Yeah... yeah. I finally woke up. But where did you get all rude and informal? Huh?

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Oh...sigh...ugh...sob...sob...you bad kid...who told you to do that...who told you to leave me alone...sob...

I started hitting his chest because I hated and resented him for trying so hard to comfort me with a smile.

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Sorry, sorry... I won't do it again... But why are your fists getting stronger?

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Are you kidding me in this situation?

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I'm sorry... Oh, really. Stop crying. You little bastard...

I cried and cried like that for a long time.

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....Hmph!!! Hehe... Ugh

Min Yoongi looked at me as if he found me pitiful as I blew my nose loudly.

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Oh really... so dirty

At those words, I glared at him.

He said without caring.

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Why are your feet like that?

I took a quick look and saw that it had been torn by the asphalt when it collided with the bicycle, and was hardened with a mixture of dark red blood and dust.

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Ah... I fell a little.

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This is crazy. You're that bad of a person to have fallen a little? I'll call a nurse and tell her to disinfect it.

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Oh, okay. It doesn't seem like much, and I don't want to make a fuss~~~

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Yeah.. If you listen to me, it's not Kim Taehyung.

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Shouldn't I be the one saying that now, Min Yoongi?

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what

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Let me hear the reason. Why did you break through the password I so desperately needed to see that? Was it that damn will or testament? What was it? And...

Why did that happen?

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Sigh... why did you do that... that reason... why did you do that...

He began to tell a long story, and I listened to it in silence.

And to summarize his story, it goes like this.

He was terrified of people. Everything they said to him was hurtful and painful. He hated the fact that more people would rejoice than mourn when he died.

The only way to end this pain, this agony, was to die. They wanted it so badly, and they themselves were in so much pain, so they didn't know why they should cling to life. So they tried to escape.

From this disgusting, sleazy reality.

He said he hated himself for being like that and regretted it so much.

And I for the first time that day

I saw tears flowing from Min Yoongi's eyes.