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letter

No, to be exact

I think it would be more accurate to call it a will.

To my family, Taehyung... my people who were my everything

First of all, I've never used anything like this before, so I don't know how to use it.

I don't know about anything else, but I really wanted to say that I'm sorry, thank you, and that I love you.

I'm so sorry.

I'll go first and rest for a bit.

I'm too scared and afraid of this world to bear it any longer.

Something was slowly eating me away, and I was powerless to resist, so I was eventually eaten.

When I asked myself why I live

I thought for a long time to find the answer

In the end, I couldn't find any reason other than because I didn't want to disappoint my people.

It's so easy to say you're going to die.

It's not that difficult to kill someone.

however..

It seems like it would be really hard to put death into practice.

People wanted me to disappear from the world.

I knew that fact very well

I tried hard to deny it.

Every time I wanted to die, my family... Taehyung... my precious people showed up and stopped me.

I struggle to breathe every day.

I thought it would be easier to just hang up since my throat was so tight.

still.

I wanted to show you that I persevered even though it was so hard.

I wanted to overcome it with dignity.

One day, I suddenly had that thought.

If I don't put a knife to my throat, they will cut off my life.

If my death is their happiness

If my misfortune is their joy

I'd rather you do that willingly.

As I thought about this, I naturally began to think that it would be easier to die.

I'm going to say my final goodbyes now.

Mother, you worked hard to raise me, and I am always grateful.

Father, you have always been my role model. I love you and am grateful.

Brother, you've always been my strong supporter. I'm sorry for always stealing your clothes and asking you to lend me money.

Taehyung, my little brother. Thank you so much. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have made it this far. If you find this letter, please pass it on to my family. Thank you for giving me the strength to rely on you until the very end. You were my only friend and little brother. Thank you.