I forgive you

Side story (2)

I turned on the light in the studio and sat down on the chair.

This is the last one, now.

He quietly took out the knife he had kept in his hoodie pocket and put it on his wrist.

I thought it would be easy... I thought I wouldn't have any regrets

I kept hearing Kim Taehyung's voice in my ears.

'Brother... Don't... No...'

That voice kept making me hesitate.

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Khuuup...!! Heukhuuk...ugh ugh.....euaaaaaa!!!

I screamed out loud for the first time in a long time, if not for the first time in a long time.

The child who would live without me loomed before my eyes.

He was my colleague, my family. No... he was more than that.

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Ugh...ahh...sob...sob...sob

Tears poured down without stopping.

He threw the knife away.

The knife fell to the floor with a clatter.

As I swept my arm across the desk, all the objects fell to the floor and shattered into pieces.

I didn't want that child to get hurt.

But... I felt so sorry for hurting you. My heart ached.

I barely managed to get up from the chair and went to pick up the knife.

My legs were so weak that it was very difficult to walk.

I picked up the knife with difficulty and sat down on the floor.

The knife is on my wrist.

Just once... If you close your eyes just once

I can end all of this.

I bit my lip.

and....

I moved my trembling hands.

Red blood gushed out.

It hurt so much. It felt like I was being burned.

The red liquid coming from my wrist began to drip onto the floor.

All the strength left my body and I dropped the knife I was holding in my hand.

It didn't take much effort.

I tried to open my eyes, but my eyelids felt incredibly heavy.

So I was becoming more and more distant from the world.

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Now... it's over. I'm sorry... I... I'm sorry

In my dim consciousness, I heard the phone ring.

I wanted to reach for the cell phone that had fallen next to me.

But... I couldn't receive it. I couldn't lift a finger.

A tear flowed from the corner of my eye.

It was cold.

It was bitterly cold and lonely.

It's September... I don't know why it's so cold.

Taehyung... Don't blame yourself too much. Don't be sad.

I have so much to say... I'm sorry.

So I closed my eyes.