"I hope today is the last day"

If there is a conclusion

Do you all remember this piece?

It was a work that dealt with the ambiguous and inexplicable relationship between the heroine ‘Sarah’s’ friend, ex-boyfriend, and first love:)

I've always regretted leaving this place without finishing it, leaving the story at its climax.

So, I'll write a few words about the original ending of this article.

To put it bluntly, Sarah had no intention of connecting with anyone in the first place.

Honestly, isn't it? Friendship, first love, and past relationships. Which of these three would you choose?

But as I was composing the story, I naturally came up with a character that I was drawn to. :)

This work is a story that progresses from the perspective of the main character, ‘Sarah’, and is written in the first person.

There were some parts that were a bit difficult to understand the psychology of the male characters around me.

For example, ‘Sarah’s first love was Taehyung, but did Taehyung like Sara too?’

Same question. As of episode 11, there's still no answer to this question. And in reality, many people have been curious about Taehyung's feelings.

Taehyung, Sara

I didn't like it.

Sadly, I never treated Sarah with any kind of reason for a single moment.

So in this piece, Jungkook tells Taehyung, "Did Sara really see you as a friend?"

Still, he must have had some inkling at the time. He must have felt that Sarah had some feelings for him.

But I bet you tried hard not to notice..!! And finally, in the end, Sara tells Taehyung. Honestly. I liked you once. And the two promise to remain good friends and walk away together in different directions. Okay, next.

Jungkook is Sarah

I like it. Yes, this guy didn't start out as a friendship, it was love from the first time we met.

I approached him to become close with him, but we ended up becoming lifelong friends.

But I don't even think about confessing anymore because I'm afraid I'll lose my friends.

In the end, I confess at the end of the story. I had planned a huge development in the middle of the story... It's such a shame.

The conclusion of that confession is…

Unfortunately, that doesn't happen.

Just as Taehyung has always seen Sara as a friend, Sara sees Jungkook as the same person.

Lastly, Jimin.

The reason Sarah started dating Jimin was to forget her first love, Taehyung.

So, even while they were dating and after they broke up, Sara always lived with a sense of guilt towards Jimin.

So maybe that's why the relationship between the two people is portrayed more poignantly in the drama.

And the ending is

The film ends with the two people connected. The final ending shows the backs of the two holding hands, and the twinkling streets of the city at night as they stroll. Sarah will also add narration, right? "After enduring long and painful experiences, we have finally reached our own happiness."

In order to apply causality to the actions of these characters, the development in the middle part is important...

I regret not being able to show you everything.

This is the message I wanted to convey through this work.

Sarah grows and matures emotionally as she reunites with these three men.

I tried to show that aspect through this work, and in the process, I came to define first love.

"I must have liked you. But I'm sure the reason I liked you was also the innocence of that time, the innocence of never having experienced any kind of relationship."

I wanted to convey the message that perhaps first love is not about that ‘person’, but rather about missing the young, innocent, and pure ‘self’ that can never be returned to as an adult.

And even if that first love continues to torment my heart for too long, the message is that I shouldn't hurt other people in the 'present' because of that past relationship.

And above all, through the characters whose hearts are crossed

This time will never come back, so don't do anything you won't regret.

Love, truth, everything in this world is all about timing! I wanted to convey these words.

I really wanted to finish this piece well, but I couldn't, so I'm writing it down now in this tattered way.

Although it was a short time, I am honored to have been able to influence you while you enjoyed this work.

Please stay safe.