I lost my feelings

Episode 3_Thank you..ㅎ

Suddenly

민여주

Park Jimin...oh my

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Bye..come down quickly, it's dangerous.

Jimin was standing precariously on the railing.

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he..

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Not for long though..

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Thank you for worrying about me for just a moment.

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The first and last time you ever showed concern for me was when you asked if I was okay.

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Even after I die... I will definitely repay you.

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ah

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But if you come early, you'll hate me.

민여주

Huh..what..do..mean..sigh..don't lie like that..huh...I..am..so..scary..sob

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...Thank you haha, Yeoju-noona

And..Jimin

Kuung

fell

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Yeoju City Point

I went down quickly

The shock hasn't subsided

Jimin was lying down below, and blood was pooling on the ground.

And... a photo held in hand

There was a girl in the picture who looked like me.

Beep beep...

Soon after, paramedics arrived and he was taken away on a stretcher.

Please...be safe...please

I held the photo tightly

(Jimin's point of view

지민아빠

Bring me alcohol!! Alcohol!!

박지윤

Uh..dad..here

A girl who is only 7 years old and should be running around and playing...

This is my dad... I grew up under my older brother...

Jiyoon turned 15. (Jimin = 17 years old)

박지윤

(Smoking a cigarette) Hey

박지윤

Hey (tap the girl's head with your foot)

박지윤

Aren't you going to answer me, you bitch?

여자애

Uh..uh..

박지윤

Huh..where did you get this informal speech?

Thump - A woman puts out a cigarette on her arm.

여자애

Ugh...sob...

박지윤

Shut up, it's noisy

"Hey, just lose"

I also had friends who were bullies

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Yeah... it's not fun to play with it anymore...

여자애

Ugh...save me...ugh..

I happened to see that

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B..Park Ji-yoon

박지윤

Huh...? Oppa?

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What are you doing?

"What? Is that your brother?"

But.. I was followed and Jiyoon felt ashamed of myself

Yeah, I understand. I would have done the same thing.

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Oh..no! My friend's older brother's friend lol

"Ah, then it doesn't matter... Then can I lose?"

박지윤

"Wh...what?"

"Just follow me..ㅋ If you're my senior, what are you doing? Just follow meㅋ"

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"P..Pa..I'm going to the bathroom for a moment"

And then I was hit

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And I went looking for Jiyoon

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Jiyoon!

Then by chance

"Oh, Jiyoon borrowed a box cutter from me. She said she was going to cut colored paper."

I heard about the cutter knife

There is only one place for the child to go.

rooftop

I ran to the rooftop...

I collapsed

Blood was dripping from Jiyoon's wrist...

Next to it is a cutter knife

There was a note

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J..ji..jiyoon..jiyoon..

I reported it to 119

Jiyoon suffered from excessive bleeding...

"Dead"

The note read:

"Oppa, me, oppa's younger sister Park Ji-yoon.. I don't know if oppa is watching right now.. I'm sorry about earlier.. because there are kids.. It's just.. I'm embarrassed of oppa.. Seriously, I'll repay that even after I die.. There are many things I'm sorry about to oppa.. I suffered a lot because of that crazy dad.. I got beaten every day.. I don't want to live with that kind of dad

Yes. I thought a lot about cutting off that bloodline and dying.. Today is that day..ㅎ I'm always sorry to my brother.. Please understand my younger sibling who is leaving first. I'm in so much pain, it's crazy hard..ㅎ My life is also so twisted because of that person.. the devil named dad..

Oppa..don't die like me..oppa, please live and get revenge...I've endured as much as I could..and now..I'm scared, this life of mine is too scary..ㅎ Oppa, I want to die now..I want to die..Just..comfortably...ㅎ..Oppa, I always love you..I love you..I love you..I'm sorry..Thank you..."

Jureuk

Knock...knock...

Tears fell from my eyes...

I was so overcome with emotion that I cried out loud.

Just... when nothing works out... you want to cry... hehe

That's how I feel right now.. haha..

I cried so hard... until my eyes were swollen.

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