I plan to come every day

Episode. The Great Party (2)

The woman, who had set up a living room table with snacks, drinks, and even cutlery, had a smile on her face. You could tell at a glance that she was really excited.

최여주

Everyone, come here~!

When the sound of footsteps disappeared, the heroine called out again loudly. "Come, everyone!"

I'm already here~

최여주

...Uh. Everyone... When did you come?

차수현

Ha-An-Cham, from before.

최여주

Oh.. Really..-?

He gestures for them to sit down quickly, smiling with a mixture of embarrassment and embarrassment. What's for your first drink? Beer!

이준수

Have you all had a drink?

최여주

yes-

김태형

Today, just

Let's go all the way-

Jja-an!

Glasses were clinked, and everyone was in a good mood, their faces bright with smiles. They spent time chatting, both serious and humorous. The party began with Park Jimin and his work.

최여주

Ah, Jimin, is the reason you didn't contact Taehyung or Junsu really because of the military?

The female protagonist asks Jimin while pouring alcohol into a glass.

박지민

To be honest, it was a bit difficult for a number of reasons, not just because of the military.

The noisy atmosphere calmed down and became quiet as if they were ready to truly empathize.

박지민

As you know, Yeoju and Suhyun, and my girlfriend's work, at that time... there was nothing that made me feel good. I wondered if this was right... Doing this and that at the same time... it was so hard to do both, so it was mentally difficult.

I keep feeling like someone's hammering nails into my heart, and I can't focus on anything. I feel like I'll never be able to do anything if this keeps up. I kept going to school, so I kept seeing my older sisters and confiding in them, but I feel bad for my older brothers...

박지민

I guess I couldn't say it right away. Because of work and work, both of us are busy, and there's more than one thing to worry about. If he were to listen to and care about my work too, one of us would definitely lose focus and neglect our other work. I didn't want that. Whatever it was, I didn't want to neglect it.

박지민

So, since I had to go to the military anyway, I figured I'd just go now and come back. Luckily, I made some friends while I was in the military and recovered my condition. Some people say the military is the worst memory, but that wasn't the case for me. It was actually a good memory, not a bad one.

박지민

But it's true that I teased him for being unfulfilled.

The calm atmosphere was heightened by serious conversations, and everyone who was deep in thought burst out laughing at Jimin's last words. Hahahaha. Oh, what is it? Are you okay now, Jimin? You're so happy right now.

김태형

Okay, that's fine.

But, Jimin.

김태형

Don't try to solve things on your own. Of course, you'll encounter more problems you can solve on your own, but if things get too difficult, it's okay to ask others for help, whether it's material or mental. Don't just try to solve them blindly.

김태형

Jimin, you're not a child anymore, you're a full-fledged adult now, so it's right for you to take responsibility for what you do. But there are things you can handle on your own and things you can't. So if you're having a hard time, tell me anytime.

김태형

I don't know about other people, but it's okay for Junsu and me.

최여주

You can do that to me and Soohyun too. So, Jimin, don't suffer alone. Tell us everything. Okay?

Although she asked Jimin a question, perhaps Yeo-ju wanted to clear up a misunderstanding that wasn't really a misunderstanding. They likely don't harbor ill feelings toward each other, but the situation was ripe for misunderstanding.

In fact, Yeo-ju knew from the beginning that Jimin's reason for acting this way wasn't military service. Jimin didn't tell her explicitly, but she knew it. There's no way Jimin would cut off contact with the hyungs he truly loved for such a simple reason.

The reason why I could tell that Taehyung and Junsu were the hyungs that Jimin really liked.

Whenever we share a drink together, how could we not know that these are the people who always come out of Jimin's mouth?

박지민

There are so many people I want to see these days... But among them, there are two people I really want to see.

차수현

Yeah? Who do you want to see?

Yeo-ju, Soo-hyun, and Jimin were drinking together. It was the weekend, and it had been a while since the three of them had gathered together.

They were drinking hard, laughing and venting their frustrations. After a while of silence, Jimin lowered his head and opened his mouth.

박지민

I have older brothers that I really like, but I cut off contact with them without saying a word, even went to the military, and just did whatever I wanted. I left those guys without saying a word.

박지민

When I was going through a tough time, I was so busy. With work and job hunting. So, I knew that if my work piled up, I'd be even more tired, so I just... left those guys.

박지민

After I was discharged from the military, I tried to go see my brothers right away, but I couldn't. I was so embarrassed... I didn't have the courage to see them. Who would be happy to see someone who left without a word? In the end, I couldn't go, and I've been blaming myself ever since. Until now.

Seriously... why am I like this?

박지민

Those guys, those two... I miss them so much.

Hello, this is Kkojil.

Are you having a cool summer? It's been so hot, I can't live without air conditioning 😂

It's been a while - I used to occasionally update you on Instagram, but I feel very sorry for not being active on FanPlus, my official platform, without even properly updating you. I think being in this present life has made me hesitant to meet with you, my readers.

During my hiatus, I've been through a lot, and I've had time to heal the wounds I've endured. Thanks to that, I'm now over 70% filled with happiness. It's even more so because it's been so long since I've seen you, my readers. 😊

There may be longer gaps like this in the future. But even if I'm gone for a long time, it won't be the end. Even if it does end, I'll leave it at that, saying I'll definitely finish it. After all, taking care of my current life and writing are my duties :)

I wrote the article around mid-July, but it's already August now, as I'm adding points and details and editing it..😅

I'll be back soon with a collection of short stories! Have a cool summer and a wonderful August 💙