Iljin's cat is coming

04. My Innocence Is Over 1

Booths

With the sound of tossing and turning, the disheveled hair swayed.

배여주

"....How did I get in yesterday..."

He grabbed his tangled hair and frowned.

I rolled my eyes at the mirror in front of me. My clothes were the same as yesterday, and my makeup was still intact. Of course, I only gave Vivi a quick pat.

Bam.

배정윤

"Hey. Are you awake?"

Strangely, my sister who drank too much is fine, but why am I like this? My stomach is pounding so hard, and my head feels like it's going to split open.

배여주

"....Have you sobered up?"

In the midst of the gourmet street, I rubbed my stomach and with difficulty threw out a word of concern.

배정윤

"Then-. Sister, you woke up at 7 in the morning, already took a shower, and made a quick soup and drank a bowl of it?"

I wanted to answer, but my mouth was so sore that I couldn't find the strength to speak.

My sister didn't say anything, just kept frowning and groaning, and instead of worrying about me, she just looked at me with a strange look in her eyes. Fuck. Bad sister.

배정윤

"What? Did you drink too?"

As expected, her answer was typical of a college dropout. "I don't want to see that kind of person, so I study."

Mom gives her a lot of allowance because she thinks there's something good about a sister like that. I only give her 1,000 won every time I come in once a month.

배여주

" ..shit...ah...I don't know.....my ears are ringing...it hurts so bad..."

I lay back down on the bed and covered my face with my favorite doll.

As my ears and eyes were blocked, memories of last night began to swirl through my mind again. I thought I'd said yesterday that I wouldn't remember even if I died.

When morning came, it came again like a wave, as if nothing had happened.

배여주

" ...... "

배정윤

"..What...are you crying?"

As I buried my head and sobbed quietly, as if I were a dead mouse, my sister spoke to me in a worried tone.

배여주

" ....no... "

배여주

"..just a runny nose..."

My tired voice, which came out with great difficulty, echoed throughout the room.

Phew.

A thick layer of smoke covered the clear sky. It was a sight I hadn't seen in a long time, so it was a bit funny.

김태형

"Why are you staring at me like that? Why? Are you still attached to cigarettes?"

Park Jimin, who had been staring at Kim Taehyung for so long that it was awkward to stay still, seemed like a young boy without any strategy.

He shook his head slightly and reluctantly opened his mouth.

박지민

"I guess bullying is fun. Seeing you keep doing it."

Pick. A small laugh escaped me without warning.

김태형

"Uh. Well. It's good. Thanks to that, I also got the nickname of a loser."

Kim Taehyung laughed as if he found it funny. He also looked a little sad.

Swish.

Park Jimin's empty eyes stopped at the cigarette held in Kim Taehyung's hand.

김태형

"Do you really want to run away? You got scolded so much last time."

His hand, which was unconsciously reaching for a cigarette, suddenly fell.

박지민

"I went to a club too, so what?"

김태형

"Hey. Fuck. This kid is crazy, crazy. Where are you going? To a club? A kid who gets beaten up for just smoking a cigarette went to a club? Do you really want to die by your parents' hands?"

At Kim Taehyung's outburst, he looked at the ground quietly, then naturally took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth.

박지민

" I don't know. "

Taehyung, who found his actions, which had no plan, so absurd and funny, continued to stare at him with a shocked expression.

Knock knock knock.

The sound of music ringing in my ears yesterday naturally came to mind.

I feel guilty when I smoke, and I feel bad when I try to throw it away. It's just not working.

If that's the case, why did you treat me so well?

Her voice was engraved in my head word by word.

I've never been good to you. I thought you were just a senior and junior who would occasionally give me medicine and take care of me when I was sick.

But she wasn't.

I guess I was harboring other feelings without realizing it.

김태형

"Hey. The phone is ringing."

I was so lost in thought that I didn't even hear the phone ringing loudly in my pocket.

I checked the caller ID and sure enough, it was my mom calling.

How much more are you going to shake off?

박지민

" hello "

I spoke first, without much emotion. Kim Taehyung, sitting next to me, seemed even more anxious. He tossed his cigarette to the ground and continued to stare at me.

- ...Would you like to catch up for dinner tonight? Mom says she knows someone and wants to have dinner with them. Is that okay?

I wanted to be a flower that looked even prettier today, and I put on the appearance of a parent who loves their child more than anyone else.

This is ridiculous. Shit X

박지민

"It's great to see you working so hard. You're really good at making people suffer."

Every word she said grated on my nerves. As if testing me, offering me prey.

I don't like that kind of thing.

Stop.

As soon as I finished speaking, she hung up. She must have been furious. What else was she going to say?

김태형

"Just get over it. It seems to me like you're going to throw away everything, including school life."

It's school life.

There was only one reason why I never missed school.

Pear Yeoju.

I promised to work hard for just two weeks,

Four weeks have passed since I was influenced by her.

박지민

"I'll go"

Thud. Thud.

Clank.

She never resorts to cowardly tactics.

배여주

" .........senior..? "

I don't know.

Such unscrupulous behavior, offering up tasty prey as if tempting.

박지민

"See you again"

I do it.

To turn back the broken heart that was already broken, I throw a spider web at an innocent bug and catch it.

It's a very bad spider that has eaten a lot.

I thought that maybe what the heroine said to me while crying was right.

He's a bad wolf who plays with things and then eats them up. But what can I do?

I keep getting greedy.

배여주

"I...I...just...came here to throw away the trash....Ser, do you live here too..?"

He looks at me with clear eyes, stuttering as if he doesn't remember anything about yesterday.

배여주

"...uh...no...this isn't it..."

박지민

"I want it"

Could she have felt it too?

My heart also pounded furiously. It pounded pitifully.

배여주

" ...yes,? "

박지민

"I want to have it."

박지민

"I'm going crazy, what should I do?"

I finally gave up on the job. My heart was pounding painfully.

Two mistakes are not acceptable in my life.

It was originally said that life was unpredictable.

Even if I'm a wolf, let's walk side by side just once.

I, who was an atheist, prayed to heaven for the first time.