Iljin's cat is coming
05. My Innocence is Over 2
Boom!
I shook off his cold hand that had touched my cheek with all my strength.
배여주
"Take it easy, senior."
배여주
"There is a limit to patience."
Now, I didn't even want to show my reddened eyes anymore. I knew that the only way to escape from my senior was to run away.
I can't let my already weakened knees touch the hard floor again.
I try to push him away as much as I can as he grabs me roughly.
박지민
"Stop what you're doing"
Startled.
At the unique voice tickling my ears, my face unconsciously turned red again.
ShiX.
배여주
"There's a limit to how much I can endure. I'm no longer your lovely cat."
박지민
"As anyone would wish"
He said, tilting his head slightly.
배여주
"...I'll do whatever I want."
박지민
"It won't work"
배여주
"No, it's okay. If I say it's okay, it's okay."
박지민
"I can't tolerate that"
배여주
"No. That's not it."
박지민
"Can't you understand what I'm saying?"
Once again, the distance between him and me gradually became closer.
배여주
"...Stop it. Really stop it."
He grabbed the hem of his senior's long robe and hung there, like a small, young lamb.
In the end, I left behind my strong image.
배여주
"I'm tired. I don't even want to go to school because of you. Every day is like hell because of you. I know this might hurt, but..."
Taking a deep breath,
배여주
"I hate this ship so much, man. Seriously. I hate this so much. Ugh."
I was mumbling to myself, mumbling things I didn't mean.
The thoughts that it would be far more effective to change him into a cold person and make him hate me dominated my mind.
배여주
" ..then I'll go."
박지민
"Don't go, stay here."
His depraved eyes, filled with desire, shone with tears.
박지민
"Why are you going?"
박지민
"If you're just trying to make me suffer again, then stop."
I thought I was the only one suffering.
Stop.
The moment a tear falls from his dirty eyes
Everything has been forgotten.
박지민
"I'm in pain too"
박지민
"I'm so sorry."
박지민
"It's all your fault"
Thud. A weak hand grabbed me again and stopped me.
박지민
"So take responsibility"
박지민
"Once you touch it, you have to take full responsibility."
As tears began to flow, his once pitch-black eyes became clear again.
What if a pure and clear angel, adorned with beautiful white feathers, met the devil and turned into a fallen angel?
In those captivating eyes, the already corrupted demon met an angel and returned to his former pure and clear soul.
This was our relationship, our promise.
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A...b..c..
I was looking for a book, going around the English book corner, reading the letters of the alphabet one by one.
배여주
" ..F...j......ah..found it."
I checked the alphabet in order, and I found the name of an author I've been enjoying lately. This was really fun.
Feeling much better, I picked up two books and borrowed them.
Btw.
Btw.
Chijijik.
중딩 1
"Hey, hey! Where are you going? You're not done studying yet!"
중딩 2
"Oh, no! I have to go watch Nineteen! The last episode came out yesterday."
Boom!
Two high school students were running around talking loudly when they bumped into me.
Thanks to that, the books that had been piled up with great difficulty came crashing down in an instant.
중딩 1
" ..Ah....Sorry.. Hey..! Apologize quickly!"
중딩 2
" ..Why me! You hit me.;; "
He just stood there in front of me, hesitating awkwardly, and then, seeing me silently putting my books away again, he quietly left the place.
You two chuunibyou brats, why don't you just leave without saying anything and not even apologizing?
I chewed them over in my mind, swallowing down the anger that threatened to burst out.
As the books fell, I wondered if he was picking them up with red hands.
"Here it is"
A familiar voice caught my attention.
Not just simply familiar.
It was a voice that left a strong feeling lingering.
이권빈
"Aren't you going to answer?"
"Cry, you rag X"
The same voice echoed in my head.
A creepy voice.
The voice I never wanted to hear again flowed in again.
배여주
"..you...how did you...."
I remember clearly.
A brief farewell message from your parents.
- Our son. He died in an accident.
I thought you were dead until now.
Why did you appear before me again now?
이권빈
"Nice to meet you, Flower Snake? I'm very happy too."
Shivering. He trembled like crazy, his face as pale as ice, as if he were walking barefoot on it.
"Cry, you idiot!!"
I covered my ears so tightly that the blood flow was cut off, to the sound of memories that just wouldn't go away.
이권빈
"Let's talk. We still loved each other, didn't we? Surely your feelings haven't grown cold between then?"
Even though it had been constantly harassing me, the reason I couldn't push it away was simple.
Because I was so madly in love with him. Blinded by love, I ran only for him, oblivious to the poisoned arrows aimed at me.
배여주
"..I'm busy. Call me later."
이권빈
"I'm not going to give you my number. I just said it'll be a little while."
배여주
"...I don't like it."
이권빈
"No. Just for a moment."
배여주
" 싫다고 개새끼야! "
The surprised expression was fleeting.
My body trembled as he slowly regained his previous expression.
이권빈
" Shit."
His large hand grabbed my chin and held it up.
I started to struggle with the pain that was slowly creeping in, as my breathing became increasingly difficult.
Ugh!
He kept pushing me further and further towards the corner of the library.
What should I do?
No matter how much I stretch out my hand, I can't escape.
배여주
"Ugh."
He hit my cheek a little hard and then ran his hand through my hair.
이권빈
"Dogs are beaten until they obey."
With a bitter sneer, his red hand was raised towards my cheek.
Fearing the pain he would soon feel, he clenched his fists tightly and shut his eyes tightly.
Whew.
I could hear the sound of the wind, and I could vividly see his hand approaching even with my eyes closed. Ah. Seriously, what should I do?
It already hurts,
박지민
"Cat"
Flash.
My vision, which had been dark, brightened and I opened my eyes.
Lee Kwon-bin's arm, which had been moving towards me, slowly lowered itself again.
박지민
"What are you doing there? Come to work."
He looked at me and Lee Kwon-bin with somewhat cold eyes.
Phew.
Soon after, Lee Kwon-bin grabbed my shoulder and started laughing while holding his stomach.
이권빈
"Did you get a new name while I was away? That little shit is your owner? Haha ...
My hand tightened so much that the veins were visible. A cat? Why would I say that in front of this little guy?
Swish. He gave me a look that seemed meaningful. What? What are you talking about?
He stood there, lightly in the middle, as if separating me and Lee Kwon-bin. His gaze, as if constantly sending me signals, left me feeling confused.
박지민
" mister "
When my senior's hoarse voice flowed from my mouth, something suddenly flashed through my mind.
박지민
"Let's go somewhere together."
My heart started to beat a little faster as my senior waved his hand towards me and greeted me.
"Go quickly"
He showed me a cute little circle with his hand and smiled slightly, as if he was happy to help me.
Our meeting and our innocence were by no means a coincidence, and it painfully proves that it is not over.