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06. Should We Date? 1 《Banmo》


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06. Past misfortunes were happiness

If it were the country of the past,

It would be perfect to describe myself as someone I never want to look back on.

puck!

"One"

puck!

"Two"

Every time it was break time, a group of bullies would come and drag me up to the rooftop by my hair.

With both my hands and feet subdued,

" ..... "

Some students passing by gave me sympathetic looks.

"...what is that? lol"

There were also students who looked at me as if they found it funny.

"Where the hell are you selling your body, you idiot?"

After letting their wounded knees touch the cement floor littered with small stones, they would fight each other every time, threatening to hit each other.

Toouk.

The limp hands were already on the floor, and there was no strength to move them.

"Okay, it's my turn last. I'll beat you up real good."

The last batter, a high school senior, raised his hand.

Whew.

Ah. I don't want to get hit again.

Every time that happened, what helped me was.

이권빈
"Stop it, please"

It was only Lee Kwon-bin.

actually,

match-!

이권빈
"I've never hit one before, but I tried it once and it felt good."

It was the devil's help.

이권빈
"What right do you have to hit a kid? He's dating me, right? If you keep hitting him because you don't trust him, then stop now. I haven't hit him enough. Just get out of here."

He was a kind person who helped me even though he put me in misfortune.

Even though I was treated unfairly, I couldn't go to school without him, so I just obeyed and lived.

but,

Tiring.

- Our son. He died in an accident.

A short farewell message from your parents,

It plunged me back into pitch-black darkness.

All of this was just a dream of my happiness.

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Groan, groan-

My shirt was soaked with sweat from the heat of the people rising up.

Because he was busy pointing his finger at me and whispering something in my ear,

I guess I didn't see anyone holding me back.


이소림
"Hey, you little shit! Why didn't you tell me!"

배여주
"..what are you not saying.. "


이소림
"It's spread all over the place that you and senior Park Jimin are dating right now?"

A ray of darkness appeared on my face. Who spread such rumors?

So there are so many female students.

" .... "

You look at me with eyes full of envy and jealousy.

I looked at the students surrounding me with a stern expression. They really are quite a lot.

It was a moment when I once again realized the power of my senior.


이소림
"If this continues, all the students will gather... Hey, hurry up and go to the classroom."

I opened the classroom door and went in with a sad expression, fiddled with my bag strap weakly.

Even if senior Park Jimin truly likes me,

I guess we won't be dating.

My depressed mood grew even bigger.

Even if I check his mind,

What's the point if 90% of the students at my school hate me?

As I sat alone in the quiet classroom where the only sound was the air conditioner, those days began to come back to me little by little.

"Come to work"

To me, drenched in sweat and in pain, his embrace was like a drug.

I want to go back to that time when I would hold onto the hem of my senior's clothes, which were soaked with his scent, and lean on him.

I really want to

The commotion in the hallway never really went away, and my heart, filled with sadness, never went away.

I really like him,

Doo..doo-..doo..

If he really likes me,

- hello

I can speak.

배여주
" ...senior.... "

" i miss you "

"When are you coming?"

Longing for pure love.

- .......

- Wait. I'll go.

When I hear a low, low voice, my heart starts beating fast, and when I smell the bitter scent of coffee lingering in my nose, my face turns red.

I'm waiting for that kind of person,

I like that kind of person.

Knock knock.


박지민
"I came running because you said you wanted to see me."


박지민
"I'm really waiting."

Because that's my true love.

배여주
" ..senior..I did that because you have a good stomach.. "

배여주
"I still like that senior a lot...and...

Along with his silhouette walking slowly, his red lips that seemed like they would slowly approach me and brush against me,

"Huh-,"

With a strange sound of wind escaping,

It settled on my lively lips that had been trembling.