I'll walk you...

[Episode 4] Suddenly

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I... am moving...

It was strange. I should have been happy. Why wouldn't I be happy that the person I wanted to beat up so badly was leaving? Perhaps... Thinking back now, I think I was a little upset. But contrary to my feelings, I spoke harshly.

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So what

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Yeah, that's right..

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Give me your hand

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This is a farewell gift

I felt a cold sensation in my hand. It was a pendant depicting the night sky. If you're going to give it to me, I'll give you the string. What is this? I grumbled for no reason. Minhyun stared at me as I muttered, then left.

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Then take care..

I couldn't catch him as he walked away.

..

What after that...

After Minhyun left, the kids' bullying of me got worse, and it's still going on.

"Hey, you wash the rag."

Seriously, how long do I have to endure this? Next year? After high school? After college? After getting a job? I don't know. I want to scream, I want to tell them not to do this, but do I really deserve it?

Today too, I didn't say anything, and I couldn't, so I stood up with a rag in my hand.

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Ugh... My hand hurts...

"Oh my... a rag is washing a rag?"

"Hey rag~ Wash the rag well~"

I looked at it quietly

"Why? Are you hurt? Just wash the rag carefully~ㅋ"

"He's acting like that because he's hurt."

Ha...I should just ignore it. I'm used to hearing things like that now, so I don't care. No, to be precise, I can only endure it if I act like it doesn't matter.

Can't I just live an ordinary life like everyone else?

I suddenly think of you. I don't know why, but sometimes I miss you.

You're saying things like "I miss you." Get a grip. I shouldn't have feelings. It's my last resort, my way of surviving in this world, my way of defending myself.

But sometimes I think this. It's a futile thought that you would appear in front of me and help me just once...Huh..?

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Hey. Even if you guys do it, isn't it too much?