I'm dating a murderer

I need comfort.....

everyone.......

Even though it's finished, I'm still posting like this...

But this isn't an episode

This is just my venting.

If you don't want to see it, you can just leave....

Then let's begin

uh.....

I have a concern

I have two friends who were close to me during the resistance.

But those two friends suddenly started to distance themselves from me and started to go among the crowds in my class. Because of my personality, I tend to say the wrong thing and just stay still, so I couldn't approach them again and pray...

But I felt like they were talking behind my back... So I was pissed and just controlling my anger by myself. When I get angry, I'm the type to start by swearing and hitting, so I just held it in, but I guess they saw me as the neighborhood bully and they were openly criticizing me, so I couldn't say anything.

There was a time when the teacher didn't come into class and the student came. But the kids were leaving me out, so the student came to me. So he asked me, "Who is your best friend?" And I said, "I don't know." But I think the student teacher told the homeroom teacher.

The next day, I suddenly called the two people I used to be close with, and I tried to talk to them, but they said they avoided me because my behavior was a bit like that.

So I asked him why, and he couldn't answer.

So I just... I just said I didn't like it and left.

Then he just spread rumors and said he really wants to die...

Am I really going to die?

If I die, this won't happen...

I really want to die.....

I'm sorry for posting such a depressing post.....