"I'm different?"

2. {Suicide} "I wish I had died with you back then..."

I went to the mart with my parents.

No, of course I thought we were going to the mart.

Was the problem that I trusted and followed my parents?

My parents took me

I was going to commit suicide, why did you take me with you?

Life can be tough, but it's not right to try to commit suicide with a child.

My parents had their last cup of coffee at the cafe and went up to the rooftop.

{Thump thump}

My parents keep crying, and I cry too.

I don't remember anything after that.

All I could do was hold me in my arms and fall.

I survived

I got hurt too

There's a part of me that wishes we could die together

It's deeply embedded

Just throw me away

Why did you hold me in your arms until the end and save me?

If that's the case, then why did you take me away?

Maybe it's because I want to be with you until the end

I felt like I was abandoned

After that accident, I became emotionless.

At first I was sent to an orphanage, but I escaped.

At the orphanage, they called me a monster.

Bullying, if you bring it up carelessly, can hurt someone's wounds.

I've been through that.

Bullying.

After that, I lived on the streets.

In a word, homeless.

Maybe because I was young, they gave me quite a lot of money.

So with that little money I got an attic

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{today}

I'm living well

I'm 16 now

I also work part-time

I still earn enough to live on

I don't go to school

It's scary. Very scary.

I'm worried I'll be bullied again

So when my friends go to school or academy

I work part-time