I'm not interested in older people
#47. Without you, no sister



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My sister just passed by and I couldn't catch her.


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Of course, I couldn't stop it. Rather, it was a problem that only grew bigger.


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I went back into the room and collapsed.


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"Hey you fucking idiot"


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Jeongshinhye There's no way I could like that girl. Seriously, I only have my older sister, and it's because of that company.


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I even thought about just making a contract and having a political marriage with my sister, but there's no way I could do that. Even if you look at the odds, it's 0.


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In this situation, I couldn't hold on to my sister even more. In some ways, I might have had to hold on to her even more, but I couldn't.


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When I was thinking about all sorts of things like that, it suddenly hit me-


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Now, I cursed at Jeongshin Hye's back as she left.


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Actually, I'm not a good person.


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He's weak in front of his older sister and treats her well, but he's never a good person or especially affectionate? That's ridiculous.


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Absolutely not, especially not to that girl


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"Even if I think about it this way... will my sister listen to me?"


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I lay there lost in thought for a while.


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And then I closed my eyes. Actually, I closed them. When I lay down and close my eyes, my thoughts clear up, and I feel like I'm wrapping up the day.


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I think it was like that for about 30 minutes.


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When I opened my eyes, it was already dark.

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" after.. "


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The alarm kept ringing and I couldn't figure out where it was coming from.


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Why did you put it on repeat?


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I thought my phone was on the pillow, but it was down to my waist, so it took me a while to find it, but I finally found it and held it up to my face.


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I hadn't even held it for a few seconds, but my arm started to hurt a little.


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When I pressed the power button, the time appeared, and of course the date too.

2024.6.1 _ 8:01