I'm pregnant with my political marriage partner's child.

01. A child born to die

A marriage of convenience was just a promise. Marriage was just that.

Every time I spoke, the gaze he gave me was terrifying. It was as if he thought I was a stumbling block, someone he wanted to abandon.

I watched a TV program and cooked the food I made, and I was using an oven for the first time.

I took a bite, blowing on it. I drank it with hot chocolate, and it felt like my body was melting away.

The food was delicious and I was tired, so I quickly fell asleep. I was sitting on the stairs in the living room, my eyes closed, and dozing off.

Tillyrik-

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"You're here!"

It was a very welcome human face. At the young age of 20, she got married and had no friends or allies, so she was just happy to be a human being.

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"I made this. What do you think?"

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"Oh, by the way, it's going to be chilly tomorrow, so dress warmly..."

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"It's noisy"

After saying that, I went into my room and locked the door.

You must have been very busy today. It must have been hard. I consoled myself and sat down on the living room sofa. I was just happy that there were people at home.

I've been feeling dizzy lately. I don't know why, but I just felt like I had a cold for a little while.

I was brushing my teeth with swollen eyes and a feeling of hunger in my stomach.

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"Is it my period.."

I picked up a pill and took it without thinking much about it, but my body suddenly rejected it and I started vomiting violently.

The food I made early in the morning, just in case I was hungry the next day, was left in the food waste bin.

And a word as you leave

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"I won't eat this, it's dirty."

Those words really hit home.

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" sorry...."

He looked me up and down

With a sigh

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"Why don't you die and keep sticking around?"

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"If you've noticed, either get out of here or die."

You always ignore what I say. Why do you hate me so much? Is that all you can tell me to do? Am I just that kind of kid?

I came to the hospital a few hours ago with severe abdominal pain.

"Lady, you may go in."

My head was spinning and I wanted to die.

'Pregnant?'

I hated myself so much I hated myself so much for not being able to protect you

I didn't know it would turn out like this a whole month ago. It was just a show.

Still, I felt like I had to say something, so I waited and waited again.

Tillyrik-

That sound made me even more scared today.

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" excuse me.."

The moment he entered the house, the scent of women's perfume enveloped my entire body. The lipstick marks only made me look more shabby.

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" why"

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"Speak quickly"

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" that..."

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"If you're not going to speak quickly, get out of the way."

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" I "

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" however?"

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" yes..?"

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"Why do you think I'm responsible for what's happening inside you?"

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"..."

I didn't want to open my eyes the next day.

I just wanted to disappear like this, like I never existed

When I visited the door, there was a post-it note stuck on the door.

My heart sank when I heard those words.

My legs were weak and my tears were not flowing.

I would rather it be like this now, so I just want them to acknowledge that I am the child's father.

But I guess my wish was just a dream

Those three letters on the Post-it note drove me even crazier.

Erase it

It was a night when more tears flowed than rain.

widely.

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" iced coffee.."

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"I'm sorry. I guess I was distracted for a moment."

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"Are you okay?.."

He was an obstetrician and gynecologist

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"You're not single, what's wrong?"

I wonder if the heroine who was walking without an umbrella was bothering him.

..ssuk

He put on a coat and handed me an umbrella.

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"Here's my phone number, so please call me anytime if anything happens."

After that, I watched Seokjin running for a long time, his shirt getting wet from the rain.

Tirik-

Seokjin's scent seemed to permeate every corner of the coat.

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"Is it another man's lover?"

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"You're not my son. You must have been selling your body all this time."

Tears welled up in my eyes. I felt so frustrated and hated myself for not being able to say anything.

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" hey."

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"Erase whatever bastard's seed"

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"When you appear before me again, appear as one, not two."

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" ..."

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" no, I do not want"

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" what?"

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"I don't like it"

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"I guess this is easy these days."

Taehyung grabbed Yeoju's neck with one hand.

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"Can't you hear me telling you to erase it?"

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"..ใ……..really..I don't like it, I don't like it...ha.."

Ring ring...

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"What is that guy?"

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"no.."

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" hello?"

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"Is that you? The new husband of this bitch?

[ Did you all have a good Lunar New Year holiday ๐Ÿ˜Š ]

[Even though you couldn't be with your family, I believe you had a good day!]

[Happy New Year to everyone, and have a great day ๐Ÿค—]