I'm pregnant with my political marriage partner's child.
01. A child born to die



A marriage of convenience was just a promise. Marriage was just that.



Every time I spoke, the gaze he gave me was terrifying. It was as if he thought I was a stumbling block, someone he wanted to abandon.



I watched a TV program and cooked the food I made, and I was using an oven for the first time.


I took a bite, blowing on it. I drank it with hot chocolate, and it felt like my body was melting away.

The food was delicious and I was tired, so I quickly fell asleep. I was sitting on the stairs in the living room, my eyes closed, and dozing off.


Tillyrik-


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"You're here!"


It was a very welcome human face. At the young age of 20, she got married and had no friends or allies, so she was just happy to be a human being.


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"I made this. What do you think?"


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"Oh, by the way, it's going to be chilly tomorrow, so dress warmly..."


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"It's noisy"


After saying that, I went into my room and locked the door.


You must have been very busy today. It must have been hard. I consoled myself and sat down on the living room sofa. I was just happy that there were people at home.




I've been feeling dizzy lately. I don't know why, but I just felt like I had a cold for a little while.


I was brushing my teeth with swollen eyes and a feeling of hunger in my stomach.


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"Is it my period.."


I picked up a pill and took it without thinking much about it, but my body suddenly rejected it and I started vomiting violently.


The food I made early in the morning, just in case I was hungry the next day, was left in the food waste bin.


And a word as you leave



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"I won't eat this, it's dirty."


Those words really hit home.


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" sorry...."


He looked me up and down


With a sigh


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"Why don't you die and keep sticking around?"


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"If you've noticed, either get out of here or die."


You always ignore what I say. Why do you hate me so much? Is that all you can tell me to do? Am I just that kind of kid?



I came to the hospital a few hours ago with severe abdominal pain.


"Lady, you may go in."


My head was spinning and I wanted to die.


'Pregnant?'


I hated myself so much I hated myself so much for not being able to protect you


I didn't know it would turn out like this a whole month ago. It was just a show.


Still, I felt like I had to say something, so I waited and waited again.



Tillyrik-

That sound made me even more scared today.


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" excuse me.."


The moment he entered the house, the scent of women's perfume enveloped my entire body. The lipstick marks only made me look more shabby.



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" why"



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"Speak quickly"


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" that..."



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"If you're not going to speak quickly, get out of the way."


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" I "



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" however?"


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" yes..?"




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"Why do you think I'm responsible for what's happening inside you?"


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"..."



I didn't want to open my eyes the next day.

I just wanted to disappear like this, like I never existed


When I visited the door, there was a post-it note stuck on the door.


My heart sank when I heard those words.

My legs were weak and my tears were not flowing.


I would rather it be like this now, so I just want them to acknowledge that I am the child's father.


But I guess my wish was just a dream


Those three letters on the Post-it note drove me even crazier.



Erase it



It was a night when more tears flowed than rain.


widely.


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" iced coffee.."



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"I'm sorry. I guess I was distracted for a moment."


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"Are you okay?.."


He was an obstetrician and gynecologist



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"You're not single, what's wrong?"


I wonder if the heroine who was walking without an umbrella was bothering him.


..ssuk


He put on a coat and handed me an umbrella.



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"Here's my phone number, so please call me anytime if anything happens."


After that, I watched Seokjin running for a long time, his shirt getting wet from the rain.


Tirik-


Seokjin's scent seemed to permeate every corner of the coat.



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"Is it another man's lover?"



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"You're not my son. You must have been selling your body all this time."


Tears welled up in my eyes. I felt so frustrated and hated myself for not being able to say anything.



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" hey."



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"Erase whatever bastard's seed"



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"When you appear before me again, appear as one, not two."


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" ..."

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" no, I do not want"



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" what?"


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"I don't like it"



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"I guess this is easy these days."


Taehyung grabbed Yeoju's neck with one hand.


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"Can't you hear me telling you to erase it?"


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"..ใ ..really..I don't like it, I don't like it...ha.."


Ring ring...



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"What is that guy?"


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"no.."



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" hello?"



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"Is that you? The new husband of this bitch?

[ Did you all have a good Lunar New Year holiday ๐ ]

[Even though you couldn't be with your family, I believe you had a good day!]



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