I'm sorry I don't have the courage to face change.
The one person I missed_
Eating alone
Sleeping alone
Getting up on my own
Seeing ourselves finishing the entire day alone
I felt so miserable
여주
' you.......? '
09:55 AM
여주
......He left_heh
When I woke up and went out to the living room
You were already gone
Just then, a call came in on my cell phone.
여주
......taehyoung kim?
여주
....It's really Kim Taehyung.
태형
Hello?
여주
*Tightens_] .....So it really is Kim Taehyung_ heh
As I heard his voice from the cell phone, tears welled up in my eyes, and
To hold back those tears, I squeezed my eyes shut and swallowed them inside.
Then what's the point...
My voice is trembling... heh
여주
Yeah... Taehyung-ah heh
태형
*how have you been doing?
At your single word, 'How have you been?'
I collapsed
It collapsed miserably.
여주
*.......Yeah heh
태형
The buffering is a bit long?
여주
No.... heh
여주
*Why didn't you contact me?
태형
Sorry...... my phone number got reset_ heh
태형
But when I got home, I saw your number written in my diary_ heh
여주
That's a relief_ heh
태형
Right?_heh
여주
Are you completely back in Korea...?
태형
Yeah_he
태형
Where are you? I'll come over heh
여주
*.....Do you want to come over to my house?
태형
If they tell me to go, I have to go_ heh
여주
I'll send you the address_ heh
태형
Yeah! See you later_ heh
And so the call was cut off.
It's been a very long time_
I was able to smile
여주
Did you come?
태형
Yeah_he
태형
how have you been doing?
여주
.....huh
태형
lie
여주
uh....?
태형
You avoid eye contact when you lie, you know.
여주
I... remembered_ heh
여주
I missed you so much
태형
Me too..... heh
태형
How is Yoongi doing?
여주
So-so_ heh
여주
You're doing better than me_heh
So you're saying you're not doing well, but Min Yoon-gi is doing just fine.....
태형
Well... it's a relief if they're both doing well_ heh
태형
Yeoju....
여주
huh?
태형
If it's hard.....
태형
If you feel it is too hard to bear
태형
Come to me then... heh
태형
You can take your anger out on me if you want....
태형
It's okay if you swear at me.
태형
Don't struggle alone_h
여주
......Okay, haha.
태형
Hmm... aren't you hungry?
태형
It's still morning, I wonder if they've eaten yet?
여주
No, I didn't eat it_heh
태형
Then..... shall we eat tteokbokki?
여주
tteokbokki?
태형
Yeah_he
여주
It's still morning...?
태형
As expected, tteokbokki tastes best when eaten in the morning.
태형
I'll make it for you_heh
여주
I have the ingredients, but.....
여주
You're a guest....
태형
Not a guest, but a really close friend_heh
태형
Please sit and wait.
태형
I know you like tteokbokki too, so... heh
여주
......Yeah_heh