I'm sorry, it's a country like this

08

[Yewon's point of view]

The next day I went to school

Everyone avoids eye contact when they see me entering the classroom.

I guess it's because of this

It must be because of what happened yesterday

Actually, I was scared to come to school today.

I feel like something is going to happen when I come to school

Whatever it is, I don't think it's good

I didn't want to come

I hated coming so much that I even considered dropping out, something I had never even considered before.

Coming here was hell

I wanted to avoid this situation

I just wish this situation would just pass.

But that can't be possible...

So I was called around at school all day long.

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I came home after school.

There was no one at home.

Sister... Sister, I'm sorry...

I really want to die....

I don't think this will work out....

I'm not the perpetrator... but I feel like I've become one...

Life is hard...

It's only been a day, but it's so hard....

Everyone is accusing me of being the perpetrator...

Everyone sees me as the perpetrator...

Everyone avoids me...

Me... what should I do...?

Wouldn't the whole world see me as a perpetrator?

Negative thoughts kept coming to me.

I want to think positively, but it doesn't work that well.

That's why I was scared and afraid

I cried out of fear and dread

Once the tears started flowing, it was hard to stop.

Why am I really doing this?

When did I become so weak?

I decided to just send it out

The sadness inside me,

The loneliness inside me,

The fear inside me,

The pain inside me,

I decided to export it completely

I just cried

May everything be washed away with tears...

I desperately hoped and wished

As I keep crying, I think about life before we moved out.

I always had to stay still

No matter what happens to my sister

Don't dry it

The more I try to stop him,

Because it's getting harder for my sister...

As I thought about this, another wave of tears welled up in my eyes.

Ah... what if my sister comes at a time like this?

Sister... You'd be embarrassed if I cried...

Sister... please don't come...

Don't come until I... stop crying...

I need to stop crying quickly... but it won't stop...

It keeps flowing endlessly....

I don't want to show my weakness to my sister....

I always want to show you a bright side...

however....

Suddenly, I heard the sound of a door opening.

"Yewon came early... Yewon!! Are you crying???"

Sister Sojeong comes to me quickly

So today, I ended up showing my broken side to my sister.

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