I'm Trying to Hate You (Serial Discontinued)

07 Gyehak

윤여주

.......what time is it

When I woke up, I realized that if I got dressed quickly and went out, I wouldn't be late.

But I got dressed slowly

It's late after all. 10 minutes late.

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The homeroom teacher finished speaking.

I looked around and saw Bae Jin-young.

But... I don't feel any particular excitement

I don't think I like the kid.

......Was it possible to dislike someone so easily...

I've liked Bae Jin-young for two years now, but that time has cooled down and I've forgotten in less than a year... Is this even possible...

There was a time when I didn't like Bae Jin-young. I was having a hard time, so I naturally didn't like Bae Jin-young. After that, I became very depressed, so I told myself to like Bae Jin-young instead.

It's very different now than it was then. Back then, I didn't want to like it, but I liked it to avoid getting depressed. Now, I think I should just like it...

I had that feeling before. Is it because many kids know about it?... I acted as if something would happen if I didn't like Bae Jinyoung. I had that in my head. I think I should like Bae Jinyoung. My homeroom teacher was out and it was break time, so I was lying on my desk.

임나연

Where does it hurt, Yeoju?

윤여주

No, I was a little sleepy so I slept late last night.

임나연

Oh, sorry for waking you up. Then just lie down some more.

I think this is when you use the word "good". For the past few years, I've been slumped over my desk a lot. So maybe that's why the kids didn't mind me slumping over my desk. But Nayeon worried whenever I slumped over my desk or looked sick.

I felt good that someone was worried about me. When my homeroom teacher came in, I opened my textbook and studied. I didn't study.

윤여주

Ah, I'm bored...

김민규

Be quiet. You're not studying and you're just talking loudly.

윤여주

.....I just said one word?

김민규

Just don't say anything, it'll get in the way of my studying.

........I don't know why he's so angry because I said something to him when I did something wrong. Kim Min-gyu hates me. The reason is....I live thinking that it's natural for him to hate me for various reasons.

I'm trying my best not to offend anyone. Most of the times I get hurt at school, it's because of what Kim Min-gyu says. He's good at saying hurtful things, but it seems like he only does it to me.

School ended quickly, so I put on my earphones and went home.

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