Is the guy next door I met at the club married?

The guy next door I met at the club is married_22

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Birds chirping noisily from the morning. In romantic dramas and movies, scenes like this are supposed to be beautiful...

Why am I miserable?

My disheveled hair and disheveled appearance seemed to be a pathetic reminder of our breakup. I pulled out my phone, checked my contacts, and naturally headed to the chat window with Jungkook. Then, a thought suddenly occurred to me.

여주

"Why am I trying to contact Jungkook?"

Habits are truly frightening. It's not that I haven't heard from Jungkook. To be more precise, I've heard from him many times, countless times.

'Absent (17) Text Message (42)'

정국

Sister, do we have to break up like this?

정국

[Please answer the phone, I'm dying.]

정국

[I can't let you go, sister.]

정국

[Kim Yeo-ju, please...]

Seeing the messages I received made us look even more miserable. Hot tears streamed down my cheeks. No one could hear me crying, but I was afraid that my neighbor, Jungkook, might catch me. I covered my mouth, holding onto the slightest possibility.

여주

"Jungkook... uh, uh... I'm, sorry."

Honestly, I don't see any harm in continuing my love for Jungkook. But I was different, perhaps even more so because I'd been living in poverty since I was young. I wanted Jungkook to live a life that no one else could envy.

I wanted to live a happier life than anyone else.

Ding dong-

Ding dong ding dong-

여주

"Uh... you're here?"

주현

"Damn, look at how tired Kim Yeo-ju is. Doesn't she even eat properly?"

여주

"There's no reason to eat it."

주현

"Did you take a vacation from work?"

"Yeah, a week. I can't even work because I'm in this bad shape."

주현

"I bought some porridge, so eat this."

I was touched by Joo-Hyeon's concern for my health and the porridge he offered me, so I politely accepted the porridge and led him inside the house.

주현

"But I just saw that Chairman JS and Jeon Jungkook were meeting. Jeon Jungkook also lost weight. He looks so skinny."

여주

"I've been ignoring all of Jeon Jungkook's calls for days."

주현

“Why did you break up? You knew it would be so hard.”

Yeah, why did I do that... I'm going crazy right now. I miss Jeon Jungkook so much.

...

지은

"Miss Yeoju, have you prepared your briefing materials?"

여주

"Yes, it's almost time for a meeting, so please gather in the conference room."

"Did you see the file I sent you?"

여주

"I haven't checked my email yet. I'll check it right after the meeting and send you a revised version!"

My condition recovered faster than I expected. Dramas and movies depict people spending their entire lives pining for their exes, but in reality, even that period is fleeting.

When I was alone, I felt a strong sense of longing and regret, but now I seem to have gotten used to it. I think I've forgotten it, not completely, but quite a bit.

...

dump-

여주

"ha- ."

I came home, collapsed on the sofa, grabbed the remote, and turned on the TV. Then, the news came on.

'The name of Mr. Jeon, who will succeed JS Group Chairman Jeon Sang-wook, has been revealed, drawing nationwide attention.'

Beep-

I turned off the television.

여주

"I hope you're doing well too. That's good."

Why does Jungkook look so listless on screen? The Jungkook I knew was always a lively kid.

What is this bitterness that remains in a corner of me, contrary to my inherent desire to go out into the bigger world and live well?

Thoughts tend to drag on and on. I shook my head vigorously, pulled the covers over me, and squeezed my eyes shut. And soon enough, I fell into a deep sleep.

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정국

[Sister, are you sleeping?]

정국

[I miss Kim Yeo-ju.]

Hello. Before I begin, I want to make it clear that this is not a sniping post.

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Those two comments actually made me feel a little bad. I'm sure quite a few people know that, in my case, I write once to practice story composition before posting here, and then copy and paste it here.

At least twice, but I often use it up to three times because it often causes my writing to fly away. As you can see above, when I see comments like that, even if they weren't intentional, I feel embarrassed and uncomfortable.

As someone who believes that comments are the only means of communication between the author and the reader in a piece of writing, I do not welcome comments like that.

I usually spend at least 30 minutes writing a piece, but when I see comments like that, I have all sorts of thoughts like, 'Is my writing boring?', 'Are they trying to make fun of me?', and 'What on earth is their intention?'

I'm not sure if you intend to offend me or if you're just trying to leave a minimal comment, but I hope you'll refrain.

Please be a little careful not to hurt others by being careless and not thinking about others, as I value comments!