It can't happen, with you [all year] [small]
37_Today is that day
이 여주
"..It's already today."
Today is the day
D - Day
The day I go up to land.
Somehow, I feel excited and nervous, but at the same time, I feel regretful and sad.
이 여주
" ..Oh right.. "
이 여주
"I forgot to tell you, Jooeun."
...
이 여주
"I have to go and come back quickly..."
이 여주
" ..before I forget again"
이 여주
" ..I guess no one woke up"
이 여주
"Then I should go see my sister Jooeun quickly..."
Suddenly -
이 찬
" ..the heroine?"
이 여주
"Oh, that's surprising..."
이 여주
"You surprised me..!"
이 찬
"What... Where are you going?"
이 여주
"Uh.. I'm going to go see my older sister Jooeun..!"
이 지훈
"Why Bae Joo-eun"
이 여주
"Why? We meet because we meet."
이 석민
"Isn't it too early to go at this hour?"
이 여주
' ..Why did these guys suddenly wake up and make a fuss.. '
In the end,
이 여주
" ha.. "
I lost.
이 여주
"No, even if I go at this hour, that girl will definitely be awake?? "
이 지훈
"No, that kid is sleeping a lot, so he's sleeping at this hour."
이 석민
"And it's rude to visit someone else's house this early~"
이 찬
"That's right~"
이 여주
" yes yes... "
I decided to just enjoy this time.
If it were normal, I would have just kicked it and ran away...
Today is the last time I'll be spending time like this with my brothers.
This sea too,
This sea, this neighborhood that I have grown so attached to,
All the places I've always swum and wandered
Because it's the last for me.
Because it's the last one,
Because it's the last time, I can't see you again.
Because you'll never feel this way again.
And it was no one else who decided all this,
Because it's me.
• • •
이 여주
"Wow, let's do it again!"
이 찬
"This heroine tastes good~"
이 석민
"You said you were going to go to Jooeun earlier~"
이 여주
"Oh, right..."
이 여주
"I forgot..."
I couldn't tell the exact time, but
One thing I could tell for sure was that much more time had passed since before.
Why,
Because unlike before, instead of bright sunlight, an orange ray of light was illuminating the sea.
이 여주
"I'm going to go see my older sister Joo-eun..!!"
이 지훈
"Take care on your way back."
이 석민
"It looks like the sun will set soon, so hurry up and go~!!"
이 찬
"Let's go and play again!!"
이 여주
" okay! "
After telling my brothers that I was going to see my older sister Joo-eun, I was about to leave the house.
however,
But, I don't really know why I'm doing this
I couldn't leave this house easily.
If I leave this house now, I really feel like I'll never see you again.
I don't think I'll ever see those smiling faces again.
During those few seconds,
Countless scenes flashed through my mind.
Among those scenes, the one that I remember the most is,
A scene where we are all smiling brighter than ever.
.
..
...
I hesitated for a moment, wondering if it was right to go out now.
But what was already decided couldn't be helped.
I am this reality,
I decided to accept it as it was.
이 석민
"Hey, lady?"
이 지훈
"You said you were going out, so what are you doing there?"
이 찬
"What... why?"
Only after a moment of silence did I turn around and look at my brothers.
All of my brothers had the same expression on their faces.
이 여주
"Phew..."
So I laughed without realizing it.
이 지훈
"..why are you laughing?"
이 찬
"Do our faces look that funny..?"
이 석민
"Isn't it because he's too handsome?"
이 여주
"Yeah, yeah, you guys are handsome."
이 지훈
" ..what? "
이 찬
"Are you the female protagonist? "
이 석민
"This is my first time hearing this.."
이 여주
"..If you react like that, what will become of me..?! "
이 지훈
"But you said you were going to see Bae Joo-eun."
이 찬
"Right, do you not need to hear it?"
이 여주
"No... I have to hear it..."
이 여주
"But before I go out, we,"
이 여주
"Shall we all hug tightly just once?"
이 찬
"What is that lol"
이 석민
"I'm good~"
이 지훈
"All together?"
이 여주
"Yeah, all together."
이 지훈
"That's... "
이 여주
"Even though it's my request..?"
이 지훈
" ..okay. "
As soon as Jihoon finished speaking, we hugged each other tightly.
It was warmer than ever.
This warmth,
I don't think I'll ever forget this warmth.
이 여주
"I'm going out!!"
I left the house feeling much lighter than before.
Sonting ๑>ᴗ< ๑