IT WAS ALWAYS YOU
WHAT AM I TO YOU?
taehyung takes a sip from the coffee as rang helps him calm down
RANG
hey buddy , what's happening? why did you kill that guy?
TAEHYUNG
things are getting out of hands rang , we gotta face that asshole
RANG
of course we will , the meeting's prepared already
taehyung nods as he wonders why he did this
TAEHYUNG
I just don't know how I profited from this hell...
RANG
taehyung calm down ! you did the most terrible things but those were for you and the innocents out there
taehyung shook his head and hugged rang crying
TAEHYUNG
I wanna be hugged and comforted I never had that , how Hyung? how !?! I wanted to be-be side them !
tears flew through taehyung's eyes and rang patted him silently
TAEHYUNG
how can I see my sister and mom with this face?
rang sighed looking at taehyung's face
RANG
I know this seems difficult but you wanna get out of this ? you gotta face shit
rang said as taehyung nodded silently
RANG
first eat, and also I will tell John to check on Jimin
TAEHYUNG
he's not fine I can feel it...he's suffering
RANG
for god's sake taehyung stand up okay? we can't cry here! I did the same
TAEHYUNG
rang..
RANG
I lost my family crying over things I can't change
RANG
now your the only one I have , so don't be like this .
taehyung nodded as he dialled to his mom
y/n held the letters close to her chest as she bent down crying
Y/N
taehyung-ah would it have been okay ...if we haven't met ?
Y/N
I miss you a lot for god's sake ...
y/n's pov:
I read all the letters from the first one to the...last one.
I read the first letter again and again , I could see taehyung through this , his smile , his pain
I cried the whole night wondering how taehyung will get over alone ? am I suppose to move on like this?
but I'm still here , trying to get over my past
I am loosing my present slowly because of the pain caused to me in the past...how? how can I be happy when one part of me is suffering?
should I tell lies to myself that I can be happy even if I am breaking down inside?
my thoughts were blowing up when Jeorum came in , I erased my tears
jeorum came and stood in front of me , smiling beautifully in my darkness
I hugged him without thinking as jeorum hugged me back with his little hands patting my shoulder
jeorum erased my tears just like he made me feel happy during my worst days in the past
JEORUM
eomma..you shouldn't cry lonely when we are here
I nodded as jeorum kissed my cheeks
JEORUM
tae uncle will be okay! we can bring him back!
I chuckled at his cuteness , he truly is strong and my backbone
Y/N
we will bring him back okay?
JEORUM
yes we will and also yoongu uncle told me , tae uncle is our lucky charm!
pain strikes me again even though I nodded to jeorum
Y/N
yes he is baby.
JEORUM
you shouldn't worry then! let's call him and bring him back or we will go to where he is
JEORUM
you once told me that when there's a person who's trying to cross worlds to meet you then we should do the same at a point in our life
JEORUM
cause there will be no regrets.
my lips parted open as I remembered when I told it to jeorum, it was when I was reading a story about a single mom and her daughter
jeorum truly remembers so strongly .
I nodded strongly to jeorum, that's true if I think I destroyed things then I should make it right.
Y/N
well baby let's eat now hmm?
JEORUM
yeah momma let's go!
I made everyone sit
JUNGKOOK
what is it y/n?
Y/N
i wanna make it right guys. I don't know how we can do it but I wanna try
Y/N
remember the promise we made when we went to a trip back in our highschool?
the others looked at each other and sighed
NAMJOON
to save each other no matter what ever situation we are in
NamJun said sighing
Y/N
then we should save taehyung-
JIMIN
he left us y/n! he doesn't need it!
jimin said standing up from his seat
Y/N
jimin you feel it don't you? the feeling that someone among us is breaking
y/n asked as she looked into jimin's eyes sincerely they both knew it
JIMIN
i-I don't care okay? he left as if it's for himself let him suff-
jimin cried out making the others hug him in comfort
SEOKJIN
y/n you know it's not time to make it like this-
Y/N
Seokjin your the one who told me to save myself from the drought I am in then let me try!
Y/N
he needs us! everyone one of us knows that! can't you all feel it?
Y/N
please if you want us to get over the past which is haunting us then please let me try
Y/N
taehyung needs us I am sure , I have been in his place , I know how it feels to leave your loved ones
Yoongi looked at y/n and Jungkook before standing up
YOONGI
I trust you y/n , but I can't loose more of you guys
tears flowed down yoongi's eyes , hoseok patted him
YOONGI
I can't loose more of us!
YOONGI
7 fucking years ! I was trying to get us up , but we keep coming back!
Yoongi shouted as jimin looked at sochul who shut her eyes in regret
SOCHUL
your wrong Yoongi, maybe , ..maybe we never tried?
everyone freezed at Sochul's words , she smiled weakly
SOCHUL
we were afraid , and it became a trauma to us to loose each other , well it's the same for everyone who has friends
SOCHUL
maybe y/n is right ? think about the promises we did to us? let's save taehyung by ourselves even if it costs my life , we should
SOCHUL
because in return we will still have us right?
sochul looked at Yoongi
SOCHUL
it's okay Yoongi , we all will be fine again . let's end this okay?
Yoongi hugged Sochul crying in a comfort which never been given to him
y/n sighed as she looked at hoseok and Aaron to get an confirmation
AARON
I won't say no y/n , sochul is right we will try to save ourselves from this drought
AARON
we will trust each other ! I will plan ahead
Aaron erased his tears as hoseok patted him
HOSEOK
you always did great aaron-ah
Aaron paused at hoseok's words
HOSEOK
hyung's proud of you always
AARON
hyung-
Aaron cried harder hugging hoseok , y/n smiled seeing everyone's reunion in its own way
Seokjin nodded at her as he sat with Jimin and Namjoon
y/n looked at Jungkook and her face grew blank as he smiled at her brightly
Y/N
can I talk with you for a minute?
Jungkook nodded slowly
JUNGKOOK
are you fine y/n?
y/n sniffled , as she and Jungkook sat at the house's garden
Y/N
this is not right
JUNGKOOK
what is ?
Y/N
us.
Jungkook paused for a while taking a deep breath
JUNGKOOK
is it because of-
Y/N
no , i don't wanna even leave this Jungkook , am never doing it again
Y/N
but what am trying to say is , let's now take our friendship more importantly than what we have between us
Jungkook's eyes looked as if they were thrown into pain but he smiled
JUNGKOOK
we will save taehyung and keep everything in its own place and this friendship too , okay?
y/n widened her eyes
she didn't expect that but she nodded.
Y/N
are you okay-
JUNGKOOK
friendship comes first, okay .
Jungkook said to himself and looked at y/n pain taking him over .
JUNGKOOK
I will always remember it y/n, but do remember , it was always you whom I will choose.
Y/N
Jungkook take this serious, please choose our friendship always
JUNGKOOK
I chose them always that's why we are this far
y/n paused and nodded.
Jungkook patted her and left to talk with the others
y/n sighed as she looked at the flowers
Y/N
taehyung-ah , your pain is too visible .
???
why are you surrending taehyung-ah?!
???
all these years of pain , you can't leave your friends like that son .
TAEHYUNG
ma , I know hmm? I will be back take care of joy until I come back
TAEHYUNG
your doing very good with my dream company
TAEHYUNG
but..I have a fovour
???
what is it?
taehyung took a deep breath
TAEHYUNG
protect my friends no matter what happens , send joy to beongseon
TAEHYUNG
and i know your strong ma , I love you so much.
???
what?! taehyung? hello?!
TAEHYUNG
love you loads mom , tell joy to take care too.
taehyung smiled weakly and cut the call in tears
???
what just happened? oh gawd
???
manager!
MANAGER
yes ma'am ? .
???
track where taehyung is , call y/n tomorrow we gotta bring my son back and this is our chance to keep everything straight
manager nodded immediately
???
I will reveal my identity so invite his friend's for lunch, book a flight for joy to where Beongseon is
???
increase the security
manager nodded
NAMJOON
so .. Australia is where he is and that too in Sydney?
hoseok nodded drawing the map to Sydney and the international airport
YEONJUN
he won't be in the main streets
yeonjun said drinking his coffee
JUNGKOOK
what's the proof?
YEONJUN
if he was going for a shoot then he would be on the news and my friend is actually fan of hyung but she said there's no update from hyung
YEONJUN
it's been one month since he made a public appearance and he just posts very rarely on his social media
yeonjun confirmed
HOSEOK
what does this mean Yoongi?
YOONGI
guess... taehyung went for something we all know
Yoongi said gulping ..he turned to Jungkook.
JUNGKOOK
what is it hyung?
jimin rushed in with his eyes brimming in tears
yeonjun Ran to jimin hugging him in worry
HOSEOK
Jimin-ah, please rest-
JIMIN
no no, Jungkook answer me straightly
Jungkook was shook but he nodded nervously worried about his brother's condition
JIMIN
did t-taehyung ever t-talk about the- , drugs thing to you guys?
Namjoon didn't look up at jimin instead he instantly turned to Jungkook
HOSEOK
jimin what do you me-.
JUNGKOOK
n-no he never d-did
YOONGI
what does that mean ?
jimin fell down on the floor catching his head in between his hands
JIMIN
it's a FUCKING TRAP!
jimin looked at Aaron
Aaron nodded to them in tears
AARON
h-he we-went to fa-face your f-father Jungkook
Jungkook looked up in shock and Yoongi dropped his coffee
YOONGI
he left to what?!?!
HOSEOK
THAT BASTARD IS IN JAIL AARON!
AARON
GUYS! TAEHYUNG LET HIM FREE LAST YEAR!! REMEMBER WHEN HE WENT ON A TRIP?
Aaron nodded as he kneeled down hugging Jimin who cried helplessly
Jungkook's brain went blank when yeonjun ran to hoseok who feel on the couch tears brimming out of his eyes
Namjoon looked at Yoongi , he went out to inform Seokjin and the others
Yoongi hugged Jungkook in comfort , at this endless maze they couldn't become each other's comfort
Namjoon and Seokjin sat with y/n comforting her while Sochul went out to take some fresh air after listening to what happened
y/n was speechless and lamented helplessly about the past
SEOKJIN
we'll get him back y/n , as well as this past this darkness will end
SEOKJIN
no season is eternal , so please
Seokjin nodded to y/n in a comforting way .
Y/N
he knew it all! he shut up for us and he went to the thing to face by himself? I should be the one
Y/N
what did he ever do to go there and do all this Jin? what am I supposed to do ? how ?!
Y/N
HOW?!!!!?
y/n yelled in affliction , Seokjin hugged her patting her in comfort
Y/N
I can't sit here NamJun , let's do what we can please
NamJun bent before y/n and took her hands in his
NAMJOON
we will get him back and we will get over this together
NAMJOON
let's make it right but please pull yourself up and stand up again for us
NAMJOON
you are important don't look down on yourself , don't tear yourself for something you couldn't help
y/n nodded the past memories came in her mind
how she stood up again but that was with her friends and jeorum's help but as Namjoon said
there's a day when you have to acknowledge and get up for yourself by yourself
let your legs pain but you have to , cause when you do there will be a way
y/n slowly nodded hugging Namjoon and Seokjin in comfort
Y/N
I wanna say that I wouldn't be here breathing without your both words or without us
Y/N
thanks for allowing me to sit beside you that day joon, thank you Seokjin for introducing yourself to me that day as my senior
Seokjin was shook that she remembered those but he nodded smiling the happiest genuine smile
NamJun was teary but he smiled his dimple smile before standing up again as y/n stood up smiling