It wasn't an ordinary beginning

Is it that easy for you? I can't do it...

My last memory was getting out of the taxi, still holding the phone with Ha Sung-woon on it.

And when I opened my eyes, it was my house and it was morning.

김여주

Ugh

I ran to the bathroom in a hurry and threw up in the toilet.

I felt a presence and turned around to see my mother clicking her tongue.

여주엄마

That's a good thing

김여주

...

I was holding onto the toilet because I thought it would go up more, but my mom kept talking.

여주엄마

What kind of alcohol did you drink so much of? The friend you brought was fine...

김여주

...friend?

At that moment, the vomit rose again and I lowered my head.

여주엄마

Yeah... You don't even remember?

김여주

...who's your friend? A guy?

여주엄마

There's that guy who's a little short and handsome.

김여주

what?

Ha Sungwoon must have brought me here... I'm crazy

김여주

But how does Mom know if he's a friend or not?

김여주

'Huh? I'm a man.'

My mother crossed her arms and glanced at me in the mirror.

여주엄마

You made a fuss yesterday about being my best friend

김여주

...?

여주엄마

How many times have I said that he is my friend...

I quickly left the bathroom and ran to my room.

I quickly dug through the blankets and found my phone stuck in the corner of the bed.

I received a KakaoTalk message from Ha Sung-woon.

하성운

-Have a good hangover, my friend.

I sat down on the floor, holding my head with both hands.

If I drink again, I won't be human...

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The vacation was boring

It was even more torture for someone like me who had been dumped.

But the good thing is that I don't use social media. There are people who are curious about news but don't want to hear about their relationship...

It was almost a blessing to have someone to call me when I was stuck at home.

윤지성

Yeoju has arrived!

When I entered the cafe, I saw Jisung and a few school friends, including Jisoo, sitting around a table.

윤지성

Now that Yeoju is here, it's time to move...

김여주

I don't drink that alcohol.

친구들

Huh? What's wrong with the female lead?

김여주

I keep making mistakes after drinking, so I can't stand it.

Jisoo nodded as if it was obvious what I said.

I sent Jisoo a look filled with apology. I don't know how many times I apologized on the phone the next morning after the class ended.

윤지성

Then, shall we go somewhere with delicious side dishes for our heroine?

We found a place a little away from where we usually go.

But the bar that Ji-seong oppa headed to for me turned out to be the worst choice.

친구들

Huh? Aren't those guys from ㅇㅇ University?

When I turned my head at someone's words, I saw about fifteen people filling one side of the bar.

ㅇㅇ University is Ha Sungwoon's school...

I quickly scanned the area with my eyes, but Ha Sung-woon wasn't there.

Half regretful, half relieved, I sat down with my school friends.

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Huh? Seongwoon hyung!

In less than five minutes, I turned my head at the sound of someone calling me.

Ha Sung-woon opened the door and entered the bar.

The scene where Ha Sungwoon comes in seemed like it was in slow motion, like in a movie. Should I pretend to know him? What should I do?

Ha Sung-woon sat down in the seat where his friends were. It was next to a girl who was empty.

And a little later I had to face that feeling of my heart dropping again.

Because the girl put her elbow on Seongwoo's shoulder and stroked Seongwoon's bangs.

The girl with short hair and a small frame was smiling.

김여주

ah..

You're my girlfriend..

..Why does my heart feel so torn? Because I know what that hair feels like?

For the past four months, we've been practically like lovers?

As I was staring at him, Ha Sung-woon turned his head and our eyes met.

I wanted to smile, but the corners of my mouth wouldn't go up.

And when I barely managed to avoid eye contact, I realized someone else was looking at me.

Kim Jae-hwan was sitting a little bit away from Ha Sung-woon.

What I saw was just a couple like any other.

I tried to hold on and sit still, but it didn't last long.

김여주

I'm in the bathroom...

I got up from my seat and went outside without thinking.

I heard someone behind me say, "Isn't that the bathroom?" but I just ignored it.

When I stepped outside, the winter wind was blowing fiercely. I remembered Ha Sung-woon's smiling face next to his girlfriend.

Is it that easy for you?... You can give and receive your heart as you wish... But I can't...

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excuse me..

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