Ha Sungwoon Fanfic | It wasn't an ordinary beginning - What you and I need to say...

I haven't seen Ha Sung-woon for over two weeks since then.

I didn't count the exact days, but it felt like that much. In fact, it felt like a few months had passed.

I said I would, but I realized it only after I couldn't see Seong-un.

I definitely like Ha Sungwoon...

That I like you as a man...

김여주

miss you

I found myself muttering to myself, a thought that occurred to me without me knowing.

김여주

Wow... I think I'm crazy

김지수

what?

Jisoo asked me. We were sitting together in the club room with our books spread out, saying we were studying for a test.

김여주

no

김지수

You're acting weird these days

김여주

why?

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It's just... like someone being chased by something

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...

I've thought about talking to Jisoo once, but I just don't know where to start and where to end.

So I just took a deep breath and turned my eyes back to the book. Jisoo clicked her tongue and put down her pen.

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Isn't this all your fault, Professor? How could you give me this kind of assignment at this time?

김여주

hmm..

In the end, Jisoo got excited about something unexpected.

The human mind is truly strange.

The reason I started this with Ha Sung-woon in the first place was because I thought it was hypocritical for couples to restrict each other and date according to rules.

But now I keep imagining myself doing that with Ha Sung-woon.

We also get jealous of the opposite sex around us,

Going to the movies, going to a nice cafe and holding hands...

김여주

As expected... money follows the heart...

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what?

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no

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Money where your heart is? What's wrong with you? Are you doing something wrong?

김여주

no....

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Maybe Bitcoin?

김여주

No.. please, I'm sorry.. let's study

A few days later, the exams were over and I had some time to gather my thoughts.

I thought and thought again

No matter how much I thought about it, I felt like I couldn't hide my feelings like this.

I don't know what Ha Sungwoon thinks of me, but shouldn't I tell him anyway?

KakaoTalk-

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-Want to meet up this weekend? Not at the motel... I have something to say.

Ha Sung-woon replied quickly.

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-okay

The time until the weekend felt so long.

I've been thinking about what I'd say if we ever met again.

Now that I think about it, I think this is the first time I've ever told someone I like them.

When the morning of the day I promised Ha Sung-woon arrived, I dressed up differently than usual.

I thought it would be awkward if I did too much suddenly, so I just put on some makeup...

As the appointment time approached, I became more and more anxious.

When and what should I say? What if Ha Sung-woon takes my words absurdly? No... he won't.

We've spent so much time together, there's no way Sungwoon wouldn't have felt something.

I was standing there frozen, when someone put a hand on my shoulder.

So I turned around and saw Ha Sung-woon standing surprisingly close to me, and I almost held my breath.

(Ugh, background! I'll change it now!!)

The strong scent of Ha Sung-woon's perfume played a part.

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Have you been waiting long?

김여주

Huh? Oh... no

The face I saw after a month seemed handsome again.

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Where do you want to go?

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hmm...

We put our heads together and looked through our phones for a while.

Every time I spoke, Ha Sung-woon would look away from the screen for a moment and stare at me from the side, making it difficult to concentrate.

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How about here?

하성운

Oh! This looks delicious

I decided where to go and started walking.

Perhaps because it was the weekend, there seemed to be a lot of couples on the streets. The skepticism I once felt when looking at couples had long since disappeared.