It's my turn now, baby.

[ 22 ] Looking at the same place_ but getting turned around

I think listening to BTS's <Stigma> while listening to this will enhance the immersion even more :) 😌

And if the song ends before you can watch it, I recommend listening to it one more time.. :) 😭

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If you get tired of being with me,

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If you abandon me,

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If the older man lets go of our relationship.

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It ends.

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Unable to even bring myself to hold on

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..........

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no,,,

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I'm sincere about everything to you,..

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absoluteness,,.....

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..........Absolutely not.. I wouldn't do that......

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...Do you know what kind of person you are to me...

You are my light and salvation.

You are a ray of light in my life, and

My one and only precious person.

How could someone like me... you...

You, who are more precious to me than anything else, are now trying to break away from me.

I... can't even imagine myself without you anymore...

Why are you trying to drift further away from me?

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..........

Although Yeoju had poured out everything to Taehyung, a corner of her heart ached, and she could not hide the pain she felt from this situation.

I also want to believe Taehyung, and even this whole situation felt like a lie, but above all, she would know best.

Even if I do this, the situation won't change.

The desire to hold onto Taehyung and the feeling that she must push him away become entangled and collide, causing a split even within the female protagonist's heart.

And then, as if their expressions and words were opposite to each other.

The expression was out of a desire to hold on,

_With the thought that words must be pushed away.

Such complex and subtle emotions of the female protagonist intertwine with one another, tormenting her even more desperately.

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..........

And, consumed by the consciousness that he must change her mind, his pupils tremble and he feels anxious.

He bit his innocent lower lip tightly, trying to calm himself down and regain his reason to persuade Yeoju, but anxiety kept overwhelming him, causing him to fail, and he still looked nervous.

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.......I,,

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.....How can I believe that, [-avoids eye contact

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The old man already tricked me.

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......

No... I'm telling you it's not...

...Can't you trust me just one more time?

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...Earlier, I said I was afraid of what I knew.

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It looks like you only know one thing, sir, and not the other.

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Didn't you consider that this situation would be even worse?

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.......,..

I'm scared, even now.

In this time when there isn't even enough to exchange sweet words with you,

The very fact that I am having a conversation like this with you...

and,...

I'm afraid this might be the last conversation.

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........,,

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...just,,

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....I'll put it down first.

No... no...

Please,... at least don't say that...

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...We're strangers.

thud

thud_

Even though it was something that could have been fully expected given the current situation, I still cannot forget the shock of actually hearing it.

Clearly, your expression clearly says you want me, but your actions push me away.

You keep making me hopeful.

Yeoju avoids meeting Taehyung's gaze directly, pushes away even the hand that was wrapped around her shoulder, and stands up from the spot.

Then, squeezing his eyes shut as if trying to hold onto his senses, he lets out a sigh and slowly opens his eyes.

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,.......

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,.......

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If you don't see each other for a while, you'll get used to it.

No, how do you get used to that?

...No matter how many times I see you, you're the one I miss...

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...Once I get used to it, I'll probably forget about it_ [-stroke

Tub

Thump-

As if making one last desperate attempt, Taehyung grabs Yeoju's wrist.

Even though I clearly held the wrist tightly, the sensation inside was very precarious and weak.

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....Press_]

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........me,,,

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Look at me, Yeoju... please?

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.........I'm sorry for hiding it,...

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I won't do it again..

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....I won't hide anything from you....

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I... I'll be honest now.... Please...

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.......don't go,,

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Where are you going, leaving me behind... huh?

Gradually, the corners of Taehyung's eyes turned red, and his anxious voice trembled slightly and became wet.

His hand, holding the female lead's hand more pitifully than anything else, was desperate, like a lost child.

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.............

Did he feel the trembling in Taehyung's hand?

I met his eyes, which I hadn't met ever since I stood up from Taehyung earlier.

Without saying a word, I gaze into Taehyung's eyes, which look trembling and anxious.

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.......please,,

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Please... huh?

Taehyung gently pulls the hand he was holding and buries his face in the nape of her neck.

Then, wrapping his two arms around the female lead's waist, he snuggles into her embrace as if wrapping himself tightly around her.

It seems like this action was taken out of the thought that if she didn't do this to her now, her whole life would be filled with regret, and also to change the situation somehow.

After all, his impulsive behavior prevented her from leaving him behind and going home.

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.........,,,,,

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.........,,,,,

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...Let go,...this_

It's already shaking enough.

....What do you expect to do if you talk while crying like that?

"I think I would have wavered even if you had just held on, crying—" As he said this in such a precarious and pitiful way, the female lead's heart was deeply stirred.

She struggled to hold back the tears welling up in her eyes, her desire to receive the flogging before her eyes mixing with the complex feeling that it was ultimately impossible.

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......Can't let go,,,

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...I,.....I, how could I...... you......

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..........

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....Haa....

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......me,

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....Let me go,,, [-in a trembling voice

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.....me too,...

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Because I need time to think... okay?

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........we,,

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for a moment,......

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Just... wait a minute

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.......Don't meet,..

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Once I get my thoughts organized...

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When I'm ready to speak......

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.....Let's talk again then.

Because it's too hard right now.

The old man too, and me

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....Please wait for me.

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Because that time won't be long.

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,.........

Swoosh

Swoosh-

Slowly, very slowly... Taehyung coming out of her embrace.

Only then does he meet the eyes of the female protagonist, who has the same pupils as him.

And then, noticing that she was confused, he let go of her shoulders one by one and clenched his fists.

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You know, right?

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I have no patience, and

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I have even less confidence in not seeing you.

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Because I miss you so much,

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Before I could bring myself to cross the line

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.....Please find it for me, make sure.

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Because I don't want to imagine myself without you.

At his words, a corner of her heart throbbed, and although she could not hide the stinging sensation once again, the female protagonist turned her back on him and went into the house.

He briefly lowered his head at the front door, which looked even colder than usual today, and rubbed his face with his two large hands as if washing it dry.

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.......,,,

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.......,,,

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...ha,,.....

I'm sorry for being this way

I, who have no choice but to hurt you,

...I dared to covet you_

Phew, I wanted to capture the sad and desperate feeling as much as possible today, and I hope it came across well...🥺😭

Oh, and I feel very proud that you hit exactly the point I was trying to make... Hehe

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