It's raining, it's raining. [Organization]

{#5 Deep sigh.}

A precarious day had passed, and it was already morning. As I was still half-asleep, memories of yesterday came flooding back to me, and I was once again overcome with anxiety.

At that moment, a feeling of dizziness washed over me, and the fear of what might happen if I continued on like this began to slowly consume me.

But I quickly shook off the feeling of unease, quickly got ready, and left the room.

I went to a restaurant to grab a quick bite to eat, and there were people gathered there, talking about this and that with serious faces.

I thought I should also know the situation, so I greeted them and sat down next to them.

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"Hello - may I have a seat?"

They said it was natural, and as I sat down in the chair next to them and listened to the detailed story of my colleagues, the situation was much more serious than what I had said yesterday.

Oh my gosh, our organization is on the verge of collapse.

I can't believe it. No, I don't want to believe it. I just want to run away from this cruel reality.

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"..ha..."

I also know for a fact that this organization is not meant to last, that people who are this good won't be able to defeat the enemy.

Perhaps I came in knowingly. Even knowing the weaknesses of these people. Am I still foolishly believing in the illusion that justice will prevail?

I lived with that definition and ended up like this, losing my parents. The me now and the me in the past were both equally stupid. It's funny.

I just resent this situation and sigh again.

After struggling in despair for a while like that

Suddenly, I started to think about how to struggle or even struggle to survive. But... Am I really this good at thinking?

Even I was amazed at how well my mind worked. My emotions, which had been fluctuating, calmed down.

After thinking about it, I opened my mouth with a deep sigh.

He continued speaking calmly, his voice so cool that even I found it strange.

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"I think-"

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Hello.. I am the author.

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The reason I suddenly showed up is because there are only a few minutes left until Wanna One's Heechul, and I came to apologize for being late.

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Um.. I'm writing this while watching the Gayo Daejejeon right now, and it's just.. so sad... I think it's even sadder because I'm a late bloomer..

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I'm just so sad and depressed right now... But as the saying goes, the end is the beginning, so I hope that I and others can be less depressed.

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I wrote it while rambling a lot. Thank you for always looking at my work. :)