It's so hard, I want to give up everything. (Comforting message)

{Pretend to be happy]]

Do you know why I'm always smiling?

They say I look scary when I get serious. No, actually, they say I look scary even when I have a blank expression.

Am I not allowed to be expressionless, without any look on my face, when I'm having a hard time too?

Do I have to go around smiling all the time? Can't I just be expressionless and not thinking about anything?

Whether I laugh, cry, or get angry,

What does it matter to you?

And, since I go around smiling all the time

Do you think I have no worries and am happy?

Not at all.

Pretending to live carefree, recklessly, and just going with the flow

It's hard to live pretending that everything is fine and not caring.

I'm afraid that if I don't even smile, no one will be left by my side.

I'm afraid that if I reveal my true feelings all the time, everyone will leave.

I always smile pretending to be happy because I'm scared of things like that.

People always say this

Soon everything will be okay, and you can be happy.

I say the same thing to others, not just me.

But, how much longer do I have to wait before I can be truly happy?

Happy times? Of course, many.

But that was only for a moment. And there must have been times during that when you pretended to be happy.

Why is happiness so hard?

In fairy tales, there is always an end

They lived happily ever after.

It said...

When will I be able to say something like that?

Just because someone looks happy doesn't mean they are happy every single day.

Don't judge people by their appearance, and don't assume that someone is okay just because they are always smiling.

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That's all for now~

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It's hard to pretend to be happy, isn't it?

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I wonder how much longer I have to pretend to be happy before true happiness comes...

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I hope the readers of this post are truly happy, not just pretending.

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I hope you have a happy day today :)

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