Just let me love you
Episode 11 | Please, No Tears
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If you don't say anything like that
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I thought it would be really hard for me... lol
"Just Let Me Love You"_Episode 11
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thank you···.
When I hesitate and look at you_ your black hair swaying in the cool breeze,
Dark eyes, set in a hollow space somewhere, caught my attention.
Just now, the you I knew seemed to have become a stranger.
I thought about that for a moment, then I poured myself a beer and gulped it down.
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···I'm going to throw away my feelings.
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Have you eaten anything?
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You wiped the foam from the corner of your mouth, and as soon as I finished speaking, you turned to me.
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···I guess you have a knack for hurting people.
After saying that, you took another sip, looking into the distance.
Following you, I carefully opened the can and took a few sips. The scent of alcohol wafting down my throat made me feel instantly happy and shiver.
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Long time no see, a place like this.
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Where have you been?
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In the United States_
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···Seven years since then?
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That's... that's what it is
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You didn't even change your number...
When I called you earlier, I honestly didn't think it would connect.
I contacted you with a slim hope, but you accepted.
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Because I waited.
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I believed you would contact me at least once_
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I only got a call today
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······Sister.
It was a faint word at the end of a long silence.
You, not knowing what to say to each other, were just looking around, and you carefully put down the can and continued talking.
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I wonder if it will change.
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Between us.
At your one word about being unsure about our relationship, I put down the can too.
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It will change.
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How can you be sure?
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Because we've been living without seeing each other for a long time
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As time goes by, won't things gradually get better?
김태형
If it's the other way around.
I looked back at you, hearing your low voice.
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Since I saw it like this once,
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I think I'll think about it more in the future.
That wasn't wrong.
I wondered how we could face each other without any feelings.
Because as ex-lovers, the only feelings we can feel for each other are resentment and regret.
My sister didn't know, but I knew.
I noticed that your eyes have been looking at me unfocused for a while now.
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There wasn't much of a difference, but if there was one thing that was different from usual, it was this.
Your eyes are slowly opening and you are losing your balance.
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Sister.
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huh···.
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...I don't think I can do it.
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What...?
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Not dwelling on the past, looking at my older sister.
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I can't even do my sister's request...
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I'm sorry for being that kind of person.
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······Taehyung_
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I know I'm selfish.
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I know, I know very well
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I don't think I can do it...
The tears I usually hold back just pour out when I see you. As if they've been waiting for it.
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Because of me_
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I hope you didn't cry...
At the same time, four fingers as cold as ice wrapped around my cheek.
Every time we brushed against each other, you seemed to wipe away my tears.
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ha······.
How can you do that?
Looking at me, how could I not feel pain?
Was I the only one who loved you?
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I said I understood what my sister said...
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Let's pretend I didn't hear that earlier.
At my one word, you just looked at me without saying anything.
Your eyes, sunken in silence, seem to speak the same language as mine.
Why do your words push me away?
Your eyes, soaked in sorrow, are longing for me_
Why don't you come to me?
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and,
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I hope you don't remember now.
I carefully brought my face closer to you, who was sitting nearby.
I blinked my eyes slowly, and when I closed them, your afterimage remained clearly.
When I saw you when I woke up, I couldn't help but smile in relief. At least it meant this wasn't a dream.
and_
I came a little closer, lifted your head with my fingers, and carefully covered my lips with yours.
Your breath touched me, and at the same time, the tears that had been forming fell down my cheeks.
You kissed me and closed your eyes, so I closed my eyes too.
My mind gradually became hazy.
I hope that when I open my eyes again, I can let you go.
I hope my heart reaches you like this.
At the end of this kiss_
Please, no tears.