Just let me love you

Episode 12 | The True Heart Behind Cloudy Eyes

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and,

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I hope you don't remember now.

"Just Let Me Love You"_Episode 12

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++I recommend reading episode 11 again and then reading this episode😊

My body felt strangely light and heavy, repeating as if it was floating.

The darkness before my eyes disappeared in an instant.

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Haa···.ha······.

As the darkness disappeared, a ceiling that was both unfamiliar and familiar greeted me.

And what catches my eye,

08:00 AM

A clock with short and long hands pointing to 8.

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······ha···.

Only after looking around a little more

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······It's a room.

I could confirm that it was the room I checked in in yesterday.

no,

By the way, what's important is the disconnected memory.

I had a drink with Taehyung...

I drank it... Yes, I definitely drank one can each...

The problem is that I don't remember what happened next.

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······Did you crawl in on your own two feet?

Please, I hope Taehyung doesn't look like he's in front of me.

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······iced coffee...

I dragged my heavy body, which had no intention of getting out of bed, to the kitchen.

I grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and drank it down my throat.

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···Phew···.

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······What on earth were you talking about yesterday...

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Did I...?

After replenishing my body with water, I regained my composure and sat down on the chair, feeling powerless.

I tried to remember what happened yesterday, but it didn't help much.

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···no.

Don't even think about it, Cha Yeo-ju.

Dingdong_

The thought of you that filled my head was completely erased by the sound of the doorbell that slowly filled the silence.

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who are you-

Click_

I grabbed the heavy handle and pushed it_

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Did you sleep well?

As expected, you greeted me yesterday in a different suit.

To be precise, with a cold face without any change in expression_ and a voice that was as affectionate as a sagging voice.

In short, it didn't match.

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ah···,

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huh_

Once again, awkwardness begins to fill us both,

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Come in,

This time, it was I who had to step forward, not you.

It was a face that seemed to have something to tell me.

I let you in first, then watched you from behind for a while_ and then I thought, "Oh no," and came to the living room.

As I walked a few steps and came into view of the living room, I noticed you sitting down first, as if you were familiar with it.

Actually, I was so out of it that I was worried you might hear my heartbeat, but I tried to act indifferent and sat down carefully across from you.

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Today... is it the day I go out?

You, with your gaze fixed on the floor, ask me questions that don't even seem like questions.

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······.

You probably already knew everything.

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Have you found a place to stay?

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yet...

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I plan to get it little by little

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ah······.

By now, I think I know what you want to tell me.

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that···

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You can stay here while I look for a house.

like this.

I thought you would do it.

Words that hold me.

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······.

It seemed like he'd finally spoken after much deliberation. He'd been avoiding my gaze since earlier, staring intently at the floor.

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···Even so

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I was thinking about it.

At these words, you finally raised your head and looked at me.

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This hotel is_

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In many ways... I think it will be convenient?

I said this with a slight smile, wanting to ease your frozen expression even a little.

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······.

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······he.

Unlike your frozen appearance earlier, your expression has relaxed a little, so I think you're feeling better.

We were like withered leaves, thought to be stored away in the past.

Maybe the smile I once gave you_

Or, the feelings you and I will experience in the future

Maybe it's a tender leaf that protects us so that our relationship doesn't become a painful memory.

In his eyes, which were still staring at me intently, my image gradually became clearer.

Do you know?

Maybe you are also reflected in my eyes.

But I don't want you to catch me like this,

I shed tears on purpose_ I cloud my eyes so that you don't know my heart.

I just hope that someday you will understand my heart hidden behind my clouded eyes.

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······.

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······If you are here_

After a long silence, you were the first to speak.

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I will provide you with service support while you are here.

Before I knew it, I was a little taken aback by your strangely changed expression and tone of voice.

but,

If we get closer to each other, we will get closer_

If we become comfortable with each other, then we become comfortable_

To be indifferent to each other, we have to be indifferent_

The best way is,

Except for all the emotions that come from the past

Because it is right to maintain a person-to-person relationship.

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...Will it continue here?

The two are still staring at each other.

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···Do whatever your heart desires.

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It doesn't matter.

As if he had made up his mind, he used polite language and she also implicitly changed her tone.

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······.

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···Do as your heart desires···.

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···I'll try it here.

like that_

Our story, which we considered to be a bitter, miserable, and painful memory,

Now that we look at each other as strangers,

This was only the beginning.