Just let me love you
Episode 9 | I Forgot How to Forget You



I hugged you, feeling your unique, soft, and warm body scent after a long time_ I hugged you even tighter, feeling you smaller than before.

In case you leave me again.




"Just Let Me Love You"_Episode 9



It was a moment. You wrapped your arms around my waist and pulled me into your embrace.

If I were to think rationally, I should have gotten out, but I couldn't. I just buried my head in your chest and cried endlessly.


As I sat there quietly like that, I felt like I understood a little bit.

I tried to forget you, but what I actually forgot was how to forget you.



차여주
······I'm sorry. Very sorry.


김태형
I told you not to say things like that...



After saying that, you grabbed my arms and slowly moved away, whispering softly.

I was still looking up at your eyes.



김태형
Sister, you don't have to be sorry_


김태형
I told you before, I didn't do anything wrong.

차여주
······.

When I lower my head to hide myself from the tears that keep flowing beyond the subject_


You looked at me with a faint smile on your face, and gently wiped my eyes with your sleeve.



김태형
···It hurts my heart.


차여주
······.


김태형
We shouldn't be mistaken...

As a crooked smile blossomed across your distinct features, I finally had a hunch.

You also know our end.


To us who wanted, wanted, and will want each other so much_

If there's just one thing blocking my way,

Could it be that our hearts are out of sync with time?


I left you with an unforgettable, sad memory, and I was the cause of that memory.

Because I know that it is a luxury to hold you in my heart again after hurting you.



김태형
······.

You took a step back from me and soon lowered your head.



김태형
······know.


김태형
still···



김태형
I can't give up easily...

But what can I do?

My resolve to be firm in front of you becomes infinitely weaker when I listen to you.



···




"Manager...!"


Taehyung finally showed up nearly two hours after leaving the conference room, and everyone's eyes were turned to him.

"Where have you been..."



김태형
Sorry for being so late. It was just a moment.


김태형
Where were we talking about earlier?



···



차여주
·········.

I changed back into my indoor slippers and walked, dragging my feet on them.

Unlike before, it was a chair in front of the dining table instead of a sofa.


차여주
What did I do...

At this point, memories from earlier began to slowly surface. The time I brought all the sorrow in the world to you on the phone, the time I cried and cried as I held you in my arms.

What happened just a few minutes ago is now adorned with nothing but shame.


차여주
iced coffee···.

Even if I mess up my hair as much as I can, even if I take a deep breath_

Nothing changed.


Even if I try to forget like that,

차여주
···I hope you are doing well at work.

The end is ultimately your thoughts.



Maybe I was sincere to you too

More than you.



#8 years ago_The daily life of two people


차여주
I really...

차여주
Ha... How can I see my mom's face...


차여주
I totally messed up this mock exam, seriously······.


김태형
Are you going to cry again? Like before?


차여주
No...


김태형
It's okay, there's another chance next time_


김태형
If I get too heartbroken right now,


김태형
I won't be able to do it next time either.

차여주
Oh, why are you saying such horrible things...!


김태형
Yeah, I did that to cheer you up.


김태형
Don't cry, okay?

차여주
Who's crying, who's...

차여주
I really don't cry...

Contrary to my words, tears began to flow freely. Every time.


김태형
Ah, I'm crying again haha


김태형
Didn't you just cry earlier?

차여주
What do you want me to do when tears keep coming out?

차여주
Oh really······.



김태형
If you keep crying, I'll feel even more hurt.


김태형
Don't cry, okay?

Even when I was walking down the street, if I cried sadly, he would stop and wipe my tears.

You were always smiling when you saw me like that.

차여주
Don't cry... Don't cry...


김태형
I've already cried a lot, what?

차여주
Oh you really...

차여주
If you're going to stay by my side like this, just go...!


김태형
Child_ That won't work.


김태형
I'm sorry, I'm sorry haha

차여주
Ahhh...! I'm really angry...


김태형
Why- why was my sister angry?

차여주
You, you.


김태형
Oh, is that so?


김태형
I was wrong, then.

차여주
······.


차여주
···Hug me.


김태형
Okay, okay-

Even though it was a sudden remark, you always had a bright smile on your face and spread your arms wide, and I would just hug you.

Besides, you never forgot to stroke my hair while holding me.


김태형
My older sister is good at everything_


김태형
Even if you made a mistake this time, next time you'll get better results.



김태형
Don't be too sad, okay?


김태형
You can do better next time. lol

차여주
······Okay



김태형
You worked hard today, taking tests since morning.

차여주
Yeah you too_


I was happy. A lot back then.



++ This episode is a story that flows along, so please understand even if the quality is low..🙏🏻 I will come back with a more fun episode next time..🙄
