Kim Woon-hak at 11 o'clock at night

5

On a weekend evening, the sunset stretched long over the campus lawn.

After a long time, I finished my homework and sat on the bench in front of the dormitory, feeling more relaxed than usual.

A cool breeze blew, and soft music from the radio filled my ears.

Suddenly, I remembered Unhak's face, with which I had been laughing for the past few days.

Little notes shared in the library, short conversations under an umbrella...

When I turned on my phone screen, there was a message from bearwith_u in the Instagram DM window.

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bearwith_u

The sky is unusually pretty today. Are you watching, DJ?

I hesitated whether to write a reply or not.

A tumbler with a bear sticker on it came to mind.

The playful look in Unhak's eyes as he handed over the sticker overlapped with bearwith_u's words.

It felt strange.

Am I connecting incorrectly or is this really the same person?

At that moment, a familiar voice passing in front of me caught my ear.

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“Sister, are you bored when you’re alone?”

When I raised my head, Kim Un-hak was standing there holding two glasses of drink.

As if he had read my mind, he sat down next to me and offered me a drink.

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“You like iced lattes, right? I just thought of it.”

“How did you know I like iced lattes?”

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“I took notes at the library last time. I wrote them down secretly.”

Unhak smiled and winked.

For a moment, my heart fluttered a little.

We sat side by side on a bench, drank our drinks, and chatted for a long time.

Little episodes from class, the pressure of exams, and just meaningless jokes.

As the conversation continued, I felt myself getting closer to Unhak.

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“I told you your handwriting was pretty, sister. But your smile is also really pretty.”

His sudden words left me speechless for a moment.

“What? It’s awkward to suddenly bring up something like that.”

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"It's true. My sister... just makes me feel good when she's around. Just like a DJ puts people at ease."

My heart pounded at those words.

The word ‘DJ’ strangely struck my heart.

After returning home, I suddenly felt like turning on the TV.

"Today, I'm going to talk about the sound of the wind I heard on the lawn. For some people, just being around them can bring peace of mind."

A 🧸 emoticon flashed in the comment box.

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bearwith_u

DJ, your words are so warm. On a night like tonight, I just want to laugh with you.

I took a moment to catch my breath, smiled slightly, and continued speaking.

"It's truly a blessing to have someone like that by my side. I hope someone listening now thinks of someone like that."

Even after the broadcast ended, Unhak's face and bearwith_u's message kept coming to mind for a while.

I still don't know the answer, but tonight, I wanted to feel that warm confusion.