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September 9, 20○○

I was only a little confused the day I found out I had to leave again.

I tried my best to hide it yesterday and today.

He smiled more and acted like usual.

I'm sorry

To Yerin, Eunbi, Yewon, Sojeong and Yuna

I was so sorry

I'm really sorry to say this, but

I didn't want anyone to see me right now.

I didn't want to let you know that I might be leaving.

I'm selfish, but I couldn't help it.

My parents haven't told me that yet.

It seemed like he had no idea that I knew.

It was just the same as usual.

Even my mother, who had many worries,

My father, who tried to postpone the situation by saying he didn't know,

Everything was the same

Only I was different

I was the only one who suffered, I was the only one who was in pain

My friends and family were all the same,

Only I was different from usual

Of course, it wouldn't have been obvious on the outside.

How hard I tried to pretend nothing happened...

The inside was a complete mess

Even I was worried that I might collapse like this

It seemed like things were going pretty well

But lunch time,

After finishing my meal and trying to leave the cafeteria, I felt dizzy for a moment.

Luckily, I was the last of the four, so no one seemed to see me stumble.

I immediately regained my composure and followed the three people leaving the cafeteria.

But as time went on, I started to worry

I wonder if it's right for me to hide it like this

The confusion showed no signs of stopping.

I really... what should I do...?

*

.....

I don't know how to express this feeling right now.

Eunbi didn't even know this situation existed,

I didn't even notice that I was thinking these thoughts.

Why did I really... do that?

Why didn't I... pay more attention to Eunbi?

Now I regret who I was back then.

I really do, a lot

That was bad....

Seriously... I don't know what to do

It's already happened, so I can't change it...

At that time, I did nothing

I feel so resentful

Really... so much...

I feel resentful....

*

Eunbi's mom) Eunbi, sit down and eat quickly.

Eunbi's mom) We're going to be late at this rate.

정은비

... huh

Eunbi came out of the room and sat down at the table, where a meal was placed in front of her.

Eunbi's dad) Did you sleep well?

정은비

huh..

Eunbi's father, who had changed into his outdoor clothes, sat across from her and ate quietly.

Eunbi's dad) Honey, I'm going out.

Eunbi's mom) Yeah, take care on your way back.

Eunbi's father) Yes, Eunbi also goes to school well.

정은비

huh...

So Eunbi's father left the house first,

Eunbi, who had finished preparing, also left the house with a farewell.

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