Legal Politics [Chanbaek/Saejun/BL]

16.

오세훈

Did you bring what you ate?

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I ate half a can of Tylenol. This is it.

오세훈

Please prepare for gastric lavage. I will conduct regular urine tests.

변백현

A drug addict came in earlier.

박찬열

I told you not to wander around, but you went out to buy peaches and the goshawk came out?

변백현

I was young. I couldn't even open my eyes.

박찬열

So how was it?

변백현

What can I say? It's just...

박찬열

just?

변백현

I felt sorry for him because he was young.

박찬열

Any other thoughts?

변백현

Any other thoughts?

박찬열

No. I bought peaches for you, so eat them all.

You wouldn't know.

My feelings that I had to pretend not to know.

A lover who wears long clothes under the pretense of being sensitive to the cold.

There's nothing more alien to you than a patch stuck on your white skin. I had to ignore it.

Even when I was young, I didn't want to reveal what you were hiding.

Why didn't I know that it was a wound to me too?

What would have been different if I hadn't yelled at that child, who had so many sensitive days?

If I had watched that kid more, would things have changed?

It was clearly a process we had to go through. I'm sorry, but I have no regrets.

If it weren't for that, the kid would have died a long time ago.

However, you should not have shown indifference to the child who was taken away.

That alone. That alone was something that would be covered in regret and arrogance from beginning to end.

Drugs not covered by insurance. Love not covered by insurance.

Even though it hurts, there's no way to help, so you just have to suffer and endure it. It's entirely your own responsibility.

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Baekhyun, Baekhyun!

The bloodless, pale body shook violently.

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Baekhyun! What should I do?

What was the last thing I saw?

Was it your back that disappeared into the blinking field of vision?

The raindrops that had been clinging to the window were now hitting it hard and passing by.

Or else.

Was it an abandoned black umbrella like mine?