"Let's flirt, officially"

27 • It's okay to hurt and harass me, because I'm used to it.

도여주

"I truly loved you, Dohwan oppa."

Squeak _

With that bombshell, the signal changed and the car came to a sudden stop, and you just looked straight ahead without changing your expression.

전정국

So? , what's different? .

You took it so calmly, unexpectedly - I found that odd, and I could have been angry -

전정국

Anyway, isn't it past tense? Or else....

Swish, -

You came up to the passenger seat where I was sitting - no, to be precise, you came up close to my face and said -

전정국

Is it present progressive?

The distance between our faces was only 5cm, a distance that would have caused us to bump into each other if we had moved even slightly.

Sigh -

I burst out laughing without realizing it, because I was so embarrassed by the situation and that was the only way I could express it. I was also dumbfounded.

도여주

Fire guidance?

전정국

Why? Should I get angry?

도여주

Aren't you curious? , out of the blue _ You and I are seeing each other well now _ and you're saying something like this?

전정국

That kind of thing doesn't matter, I'm too busy loving right now - I'm not in a position to care about anyone.

Swish, -

You came closer while looking at my lips, and the atmosphere flowed strangely _ and the moment our lips were about to touch . . .

" bread!!! . "

I heard a car horn honk from behind, as if the signal had changed.

도여주

Sigh - ) I guess not in the car.

전정국

.... Ah, there is a way.

Beep, -

After you left me, you pressed the autopilot button on the steering wheel and gave me a deep kiss on the lips.

This man always had a sweet taste on his lips, but today was different. I can't explain it, but I could smell the man.

도여주

Is this why you bought such an expensive car?

전정국

Yeah, I bought it to do this with you _ If this is uncomfortable, you can buy a bigger Rolls-Royce X.

도여주

.... Another strange sound.

I knew this man was rich, but sometimes I felt like he was so different from me - I felt a sense of distance, but that wasn't a problem between us at all.

도여주

I actually wanted to check.

전정국

What confirmation? .

도여주

I've met quite a few men over the years, but so many of them have left me.

도여주

One of them was because his father was not there, one of them was because his family circumstances were not good, and one of them... had an affair.

It is correct to say that the incident caused a decline in trust in men.

People who approached me after seeing my appearance as a person called 'Do Yeo-ju' soon left me as soon as they discovered my flaws.

So, I was wondering.

I wonder if you will leave me when you find out my flaws.

If the person who loves me now says that I like him or her, it will not be a flaw, but a big wound to the other person.

So I wanted to hurt you, to see how you would react - to see if I could trust you - so you wouldn't get hurt again.

Swish, -

As you listened to my story, you took my hand and brought it to your face and spoke to me.

전정국

It's okay to hurt.

전정국

As long as you don't leave, hurt and torment me as much as you want _ I don't care if I get all bruised, I'll take all the arrows _ You just hide behind me, because I'm used to it.

전정국

I can do anything for you.

전정국

"Even if it is a crime."

"Because I'm used to it."

Even when I came to film the interview, I was so concerned about those last words, and although I said them indifferently, _ that makes it even sadder, right?

도여주

Sigh, I'm worried....

I felt sorry for hurting you for no reason, and in a dizzy state, I shook my head.

Snap, -

도여주

Surprise - ) Who are you? ..

박지민

Your hair is nice, but you keep doing that and it's all damaged?

A man with a handsome appearance, or rather, a gentle voice, and a smiling mouth, grabbed my hand.

도여주

.... who? ..

I feel like I've seen this somewhere before...

박지민

Ah, it's Park Jimin _ doing an interview with Do Yeo-ju.

I remembered.

This guy was a world-famous solo singer, and I think it was recently on the news that he even won a Billboard award...

도여주

Oh, I remember - I think I saw it on the news a while ago.

박지민

I know Ms. Do Yeo-ju too. She was ranked first in brand reputation among female celebrities a while ago, right?

도여주

....Thank you for understanding.

I should be grateful just for noticing, but maybe because of what happened earlier, I'm too low on energy to express my sincere gratitude.

박지민

"But, do you know the former president?"

도여주

Embarrassed - ) Yes? ...

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