Like this, like this, in this place

#2: The reason I waited for you

It was a day no different from any other.

One day, Yewon just kept crying,

I crouched down and buried my head in my legs.

When I was crying endlessly and endlessly with the aquamarine blue like Yewon's tears next to me

Suddenly, a voice came from Yewon's ear.

"What are you waiting for?"

김예원

"Well, I made a promise with Eunbi, right?"

Yewon answered unconsciously,

김예원

'Not many people come here, and the only person who can see me is Eunbi.'

Suddenly this thought occurred to me

When I looked back, there was an angel

천사

"In this life, the rule is not to stay long."

김예원

"....I have nothing to say"

천사

"I hope you ascend to heaven soon."

김예원

"yes,"

김예원

"I can't say that, haha"

천사

"I promise to come someday."

김예원

"Yes, that's right."

So the angel ascended into heaven, into the realm of heaven,

So, Yewon, once again, stood alone and lonely on the mountaintop.

And next to Yewon, Yewon's body,

In other words, only the blue-tinged aquamarine remained by Yewon's side.

김예원

"How can my life be tragic even after I die?"

김예원

"He died tragically and is filming a tragic drama."

김예원

"But in my life, I was happiest as a soul, haha"

김예원

"I'm just a nobody, and I even have friends."

김예원

"But I messed up again,"

김예원

".... I messed up again,"

김예원

"Let's go to sleep"

thud,

Yewon closed her eyes and tried to sleep, but she couldn't fall asleep.

I tried to sleep while counting the stars.

"I want to end it,"

"Where will it end?"

"Even though I torture myself every day, why can't I see the end? Why?"

When I was young, I was ordinary

I was living a life that couldn't be ordinary.

So, at home, I told my aunt that I was ordinary.

Because it's not ordinary on the outside

Every day, violence and cold, harsh gazes

I had to handle it alone.

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"You're such a slut, lol"

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"Ugh, what is he writing again?"

Whoosh-

That precious note disappeared from my sight in an instant,

I didn't know it would drive me to death

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"What is it, <I decline>?"

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"What a strange name."

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"I refuse, I refuse false kindness,"

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"I decline, I decline any hypocritical sympathy,"

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"I refuse, I refuse merciless violence,"

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"I decline, I decline your assessment of me,"

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"I refuse, I refuse all the things you do to me,,?"

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"This looks like it was written to be our shit, lol"

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"There was such a brat too? Haha"

김예원

"I didn't write it for you guys to see,"

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"shut up!!"

bang-

Blood flows from the head that was hit with a water bottle,

I felt extreme pain in my head as they grabbed me.

김예원

"Ah,,,"

김예원

"Please save me,,,"

So I was caught in that state and brought to the warehouse.

김예원

"Whoa!!"

In that place, there was only the sound of beatings

Only my screams as I am beaten,

No other sounds were heard,

When my screams of being beaten ceased

When I opened my eyes

It was a mountain

There was an aquamarine next to me, and I couldn't see myself in the mirror.

When I was complaining in my heart about the injustice

You showed up,

So,,, I guess I'll wait.

Because you approached me first,

Because you were the first to call me by my real name,

Because you were the first to listen to my story,

Because you promised me first,

Because you were my first,

I had a feeling you would keep your promise to me.