love - my - self

00. Who are you (470)

plodding

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after..

Today too, I just live without thinking about anything.

Thud...thud

Suddenly, rain falls from the gloomy sky.

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Ha, shit

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'Life is like X'

I hated living like this.

How depressed must I be,

How much should I cry...

10:00 PM

After arriving home

The moment I entered the bathroom to wash my wet body

I got angry when I saw myself in the mirror.

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Hey, how long are you going to live like this?

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How boring must life be?

I asked myself in the mirror.

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Huh.. what do you want to do?

Shoooooo

10:29 PM

dump

I don't want to die, and I don't want to live.

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It's not fun..

At that moment, an idea occurred to me.

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...

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I need to go to the hospital.

I went to a mental hospital late at night without any plan.

Knock knock knock

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Excuse me, are you still open?

It was a crazy question, even to me.

The appointment is at 11 o'clock...

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Ah.. our treatment is finished

It was an obvious answer.

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Oh, I see... I understand.

thump thump

I was leaving the hospital with my head down.

A man spoke to me.

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who are you?

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Who are you?

I guess I'm really crazy..

At first glance, he was wearing a white gown...