Magic world + real world = 12 hours?

pro. death

[15]류솔하

".. This boring daily life is now over."

Sing-geut - A very bright and pretty smile.

I stand precariously on the railing, looking out at the ground from the rooftop.

As of today, it's time to say goodbye to this tedious world. But... for some reason, my heart aches. The reason is...

A few people suddenly came to mind before I died. They were my friends.

During the times when I was on the verge of self-harm and death, my first love, Ha Sung-woon, reached out to me and gave me 'light', and gave me hope for life every day...

My boyfriend, Kang Eui-geon, who always smiled brightly and asked how I was doing, always cared about my worries, and raised my self-esteem that had sunk to the bottom, and turned my gaze, which was stuck in the darkness, back into light.

Why did I think of you guys while standing on the railing, so close to death?

Is it a little strange to leave you all behind and go alone in this world? A corner of my heart aches.

[15]류솔하

"Thank you...uh."

She let a tear drop fall to the floor and leaped forward. This would be the last time she'd see those tiresome tears, and the sight of my gaze always lowered to the floor.

Even the feelings I so desperately wanted to confess would go up in smoke if I died like this. I should have confessed before I died. I kind of regret it.

An illusion that appears as I get closer to the ground. Ah, it's Ha Sung-woon.

[15]하성운

"Solhaya"

Ha Sungwoon smiling so brightly. How can someone smile so brightly, so beautifully, and give off light?

Because you were my first love, because you were Ha Sungwoon... I loved it so much.

[15]류솔하

" thank you. "

Like that, it fell to the ground.

Bang -... My body was hit by a car and there was not a single part of it that was unscathed.

Ah... It hurts so much. I feel like I'm going to die... From my bones being crushed to my lungs being destroyed while I'm trying to breathe. I felt it all.

The one minute I spent dying - that one minute was so painful that I just burst into tears.

In that one minute, I felt like I felt all the pain a person can feel.

Beep beep - I hear the sound of an ambulance coming. Buzzing - I hear people screaming and trying to save me.

But now I was wrong. My consciousness was fading, and I was having trouble breathing.

[15]류솔하

" he.. "

He held his breath like that, with a smile on his face.

.

.

.

...Yeah, I'm definitely dead. I fell from the rooftop without a second thought. From the 15th floor, to the ground. There's no way I could possibly be alive.

The pain of bones breaking, organs bursting, and even the suffocating sensation of not being able to breathe. I still vividly remember the pain, as if it were still coming and going.

Why, why... why!! Why on earth are you alive!!!

[18]이여주

" why!!! "

Eventually, I lost my mind and screamed. Why, I can't escape this endless cycle! Why!!

Now, I feel like I'm going crazy. This life, no matter how hard I try, can't end, this end of darkness so hopeless.

Because it is invisible, even more so.

I was so consumed by the desire to die that I finally died.

Also, I felt frustrated and lost after opening my eyes... I felt like I was continuing to walk in the darkness.

[18]이여주

"Ugh, ugh..."

The tears burst out. One drop, two drops.

And then I found out.

That 'I' am already dead,