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Guys, am I really a writer? Seriously, no one is watching. I'm also preparing for competitions, performances, school, etc. every day, and it's so hard, but I'm splitting my time and doing it. But even though it's hard and it hurts, I'm enduring it and writing. Even though I'm currently in a car accident and have a fractured arm, this is...

I have to write. I make it and I finish it. I'm writing this, saying this. My sisters are asking why I'm writing and getting cursed at. But I keep writing. I have readers, right? To be honest, why am I doing this? Why am I crying because of this?

I have a lot of thoughts like this. I get really stressed out because of this. I get scolded every day. People ask why I'm writing when my arm hurts. I write every day without writing anything down. I don't have anything to write like that either. I don't even have time to read KakaoTalk messages. I haven't seen my friends' KakaoTalk messages for over a month, skipped school, and didn't eat dinner.

I often do taekwondo from 6 a.m. to 10 p.m. I woke up at 6 a.m. today to prepare for the taekwondo competition, but I'm not satisfied. I keep thinking, "Did I skip practice just because I'm writing?" For taekwondo, I practiced for 10 minutes every day, working my butt off on the forms.

When we gathered to do Taekwondo, the kids wouldn't come on Saturdays, so I cried and did it alone. Just because I'm writing this, I have to go to cram schools and give up places that could help me achieve my dreams and get better grades. I envy my friends. They can play every day, go to cram schools, and then rest.

So I can't upload every day. There are more academies during vacation, so I talked to my parents and they said, "Okay, just hold on for this year." Honestly, it's really hard. Should I decide now? It's really hard when there are more than 3 comments. And when there are more than 15 people, it's really hard. Why do kids say it's hard and swear and tease me?

This photo is from October 21st.