Middle School Diary

resignation

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(Mumbling)

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You said that crazy guy tried to jump off the roof?

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I guess he got stabbed because his lie was exposed lol

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Stop it (Hippy)

stop

stop

I've thought about it countless times

I thought about it again

This situation was not easily resolved or adapted to.

It just got worse

Friends I could trust started leaving one by one.

It's funny to see myself in despair

It's funny to see myself in such sadness

I started to hate myself more and more

I forgot my reason for being

I can't think of anything

I didn't want to do anything

I hated how I was becoming more and more strange.

I hated it

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'Yeah.. I'm too shy to say anything anyway.. I just need to play alone.. with someone who believes me and a friend.. haha'

I felt like I wasn't who I used to be

I was always a bright and cheerful child.

Why did it turn out like this?

Why am I like this?

...

These were the words

Words like these

It's putting more and more pressure on me

made me hurt

Those wounds hurt so much

It's painful

I was scared

How long can I endure this?

I ended up competing with myself

Even though I know I'm becoming more and more strange

I couldn't control myself

I wanted to be the subject

No matter what I do, the wounds always come back

It was getting more and more painful

It became more and more painful

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