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The moment I wanted to give up everything,

At that time, I was at most in the upper grades of elementary school.

So I think it may have been because I gave up too quickly.

My forehead hurt as if I had been hit while I was falling.

I felt like I was being ripped apart.

I had a strange feeling.

Thump-

The dull sound of something falling.

I closed my eyes

I can't see anything.

Then I opened my eyes and saw a white background.

.

..

...

Is it a failure?

A man in a white gown and a woman holding a list of names that may or may not be listed.

The surprised looks on my face when I opened my eyes.

All attention is focused on me at once,

I can't breathe well.