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I was locked in my room without even knowing if it was day or night.

I had to find a job.

When the creditors come to your house

At that time, I went outside and sat on a bench in the park and smoked a cigarette.

How expensive are cigarettes...

It was like the belly button was bigger than the stomach.

When I go home later

The house is always a mess

I couldn't even sleep and had to look for a job again.

Then I had an interview at a small to medium-sized company.

But I got the first interview.

That was probably the happiest moment for me.

And I even made it to the second interview.

I remember crying because I was so happy.

And on my first day at work, I tried to do everything diligently and diligently.

I guess the boss liked it.

A young friend saw me and patted me on the shoulder, saying I was sharp.

I followed that boss like a father.

We became close enough to meet often and have a drink together.

Then, I heard the sound of female employees whispering somewhere.

I heard that the boss passed away in a car accident.

After hearing that, I was dumbfounded for a while.

Why is that?

Why do I have to be the only one who suffers from this?

Why do I have to be the only one having such a hard time?

Why can't I be happy?

why?

Why on earth?

Why are you doing this to me?

What did I do wrong?

Instead of crying, I screamed.

I don't want to live anymore.