One day, I got a call from a friend from my past.
Ep 59. One day, I got a call from a friend from the past.



My chest tightened.

As if I had forgotten to breathe.


The female protagonist, who had been exhaling slowly, took a short, deep breath.


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My chest felt tight and a sharp pain.




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''How... did you know...? ''


No, no, that seems too deceptive.


'' ..... ''

'' ....No...? ..How, me and Min Yoongi..... ''


This isn't it either, this is...

...it's like killing Min Yoongi twice.


The mother stared at the female protagonist, frozen for a moment, without saying a word.

...I felt relieved and relieved at the same time that my guess was correct.


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Aunt... that,.


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......Ah..., that..



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..how... that, that... the reason you asked me...

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Just... the endless sorrow of a mother who lost her child... what could be more distorted,

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.....My child, Yoongi.. There was something I really wanted to tell you when we meet again..


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As I lived my life... I was taught to look after others before myself...


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...I shouldn't have taught you that,

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I should have taught him to take care of himself first, no matter what the situation.

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..More than anything, the most important thing is you, ....


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I couldn't tell Yoongi that


My chest feels heavy and stuffy.

Even just taking a breath feels like it will bring out an overwhelming feeling, so I end up sharing it.


....I couldn't bear to look at her with red eyes in front of me, so I turned my head away.




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....So this is... my feeling as a parent,

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Heroine... Really, really... If there is such a thing...


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...any, any method is fine, really...just once...


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Is there... no way...? Huh? ..The female protagonist knows, right...?

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....Haaah... Really....


My head is so complicated.

I don't know what action I should take, I,


..The food I just ate comes back to me with a sudden feeling of nausea.

Actually, I thought panic attacks like this only happened when you were young...



Suddenly

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...Hey, heroine!



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I'm sorry... I, really... I, that, ......


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((He jumps up and runs away from the house.

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Woohoo,


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...ugh, ..uh... uh, ugh... ha, ...ah......



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I'm writing a letter to someone,

I feel disgusted with myself for cooking with so much care and taking so much pride in it.


The comfort I built only within my own emotions was ultimately for myself, not for others.

.....Yes, I now realize that I was extremely reckless and drunk alone.




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Uwueek, ugh, gulp, ..ugh, keheok.. keueuu....




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Am I ultimately hurting you rather than helping you?

No... Going beyond that, the unnecessary overthinking hurt everyone.


.......

....I thought this was a chance to at least repay my debt to you...



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...I, so.....


What on earth am I to you?





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