One day, my heart said it was dying.

PR | One day, my heart said it was dying.

“God is dead,” said Nietzsche.

And I agreed with him and never really cared about whether there was a God or not.

That's what it was-..

담당 주치의

Patient Han Su-ah! What are you doing now..!!

담당 주치의

Stop doing this and get up quickly!

She began to speak, kneeling before the doctor and bursting into tears.

한 수아

Teacher, I want to live.

한 수아

As long as I can afford it, I don't care if it's a clinical trial drug or an unapproved surgery.

한 수아

therefore..-

한 수아

Please help me so that I can live next to that person.

한 수아

Oh... - Please save me, teacher.

담당 주치의

Patient Han Su-ah...-

전 정국

…-

I couldn't bring myself to open the door because I could hear her crying outside the hospital room. I just leaned against the wall and stared blankly at the ceiling.

For a while, only her crying could be heard in the hospital room, and no other sound could be heard.

What should I say to her like this… What should I do about her tears?

When I realized that I couldn't do anything for her, I felt so helpless...

At this moment, I wish there was a god I never believed in my whole life.

I wanted to go to you, the God whom everyone praises as omnipotent, and kneel down and cry and beg you.

Oh my god-.

If you really exist.

So if you made this choice to punish me, a foolish and incomparable sinner who denied and did not believe in your existence…

I, a foolish human, humbly ask you, the great God, for one favor.

I hope and pray that you will not take her away from me, as she is like my heart.

I will receive all this punishment... Please, have mercy on me, a poor human being who is praying this prayer with a broad heart.

I wish she could be by my side, like the warm sun that brings me happiness.

Please allow me..