One step to you
That's My Reason (Jeonghansim 2/2)
정한
“…Why did you do that?”
Even though he was so determined, Seungcheol ended up doing it.
He flatly refused. He even said things he didn't need to say.
Of course, it wasn't Seungcheol's fault.
It's true that I didn't know exactly what he was thinking, and if he wasn't interested, it would be better to just cut him off.
But, couldn't you have at least cherished the feelings that she had for a long time?
Couldn't you have given even a little bit of encouragement to the flower that was blooming alone and timid?
I know from my own experience that it felt like my insides were being torn apart by that feeling.
In the end, when Seungcheol called, he pretended not to hear, stopped practicing for a while, and came outside.
You seemed bright even in the dark gray ashenness.
Of course, your condition was quiet and rainy, you know.
If I send you away like this, you might get wet and sick. I'm sorry, I just can't bear to see you.
I finally ran and caught her—
이서연
"...Senior...?"
He asked her where she was going without an umbrella and stopped her again.
Can I shake you?
이서연
“Ahhhh, seriously… ugh… euaaaah…”
In the end, you burst into tears and cried in front of me.
He said something like, "You made it seem like you'd never see me again, so why are you coming to me and grabbing me again?"
정한
‘…Can I look forward to this?’
정한
“Where am I going…”
I'm not going. I don't want to go. But I had to go anyway.
In the end, I hid in a narrow space with her and kissed her first.
No matter how hard I tried to think about it, it felt like my nerves were paralyzed.
I couldn't stand your eyes, your lips, your face.
정한
“I’m sorry, I can’t stand it.”
When our soft lips touched and we continued kissing, I felt like I was going crazy.
I didn't want to take it off. I wish time would just stop for a moment.
I kissed him like that while saying, “How am I going to deal with the aftermath?” and he ended up running away.
정한
"...ha."
After that, you seemed to be looking for me.
I'm sorry if it's just my imagination, but I don't have the confidence to see you.
In the end, he's just a coward who hides himself because he doesn't want to hear the answer after making a confession that wasn't really a confession.
정한
“I’m so sleepy.”
Of all days, it happened to be the same day as her music show.
I couldn't sleep because of all the thoughts I had, and I ended up dozing off in the waiting room.
I was half-asleep when I felt a presence and opened my eyes slightly. I couldn't tell if it was a dream or reality.
이서연
“…Senior…”
정한
“…Lee Seo-yeon?”
Lee Seo-yeon… Seeing her right before my eyes, I felt like it was a dream.
I thought I was dying to see you, I thought I was dying to hold you… but you came out, even in my dreams.
If it's a dream, I want to do whatever I want.
Eventually, I grabbed the back of your neck and pulled you in, kissing you deeply and passionately.
You were startled, grabbed me, and accepted my kiss. It must have been a dream. Seeing Lee Seo-yeon trapped inside me like this.
Oh, I'm so happy.
정한
“Ah… I thought I was dying to hug you.”
I really didn't want to break it.
원우
“Hello?”
정한
"...??"
At that moment, the staff opened their eyes wide as they heard the sound of people murmuring in the distance and Wonwoo's voice.
Lee Seo-yeon greeted awkwardly and blushed, then ran out.
I asked Wonwoo, barely coming to my senses.
Then, Wonwoo asked if I knew him and I came to my senses.
정한
“No way… did I really do that…?”
I'm really crazy. Why on earth am I doing this?
정한
“…This is how it’s done here…”
Ha, seriously, why did he call me over and why am I left alone with him awkwardly teaching him the challenge dance?
Please stop shaking me, you woman.
이서연
“…I like it!! I mean I like it…”
…What is this? Am I still dreaming?
She was telling me that she liked me because her emotions had exploded like that.
Is this a dream… Oh, it’s not a dream? It’s definitely vivid, but it hurts…?
Do you like… me?
He pulled her close and hugged her tightly.
정한
“…I can’t live because of you.”
That was my reason.